Love Is Worth It (A India westbrooks and Ronald Robinson Love Story)

Chapter 9

1 Month Later
India POV

I was officially one month away until my babies would be here and now I'm having my baby shower I kept the Decorations simple and only asked for clothes and diapers I brought everything they needed

As for me and Ronald I took my mother advice with agreeing to having him moving in but I deiced to let him come back the week before my due date , our relationship is fairly stable ..... I'm not looking to be together but just to co-parent

I mean let's be honest a 11 year , 4 year old and new borns aren't a good combination we agreed I'd be a stay at home mom until they turned 1 Ronald would bring the girls to school and back

Which was fine with me I told him we would sleep in separate rooms and if it doesn't work then he would leave and I'd keep all the kids weekdays and he would take them weekends and vacations

What have I been up to? Just being fucking pregnant as I much as I love my kids I hate being pregnant .....
Imani behavior has improved so much while ryliee's has went downhill since me and Ronald split up and now im having babies

Hopefully everything will get better when Ronald's comes back he hasn't moved in yet .... I told him to wait until the week before my due date so he's here when I go in , his mother decided to come and stay also to watch the girls when I go in

Unlike my mother who hasn't helped me with shit since I had Imani !

Any who back to my complicated ass life of being pregnant

"Rylieee"I called for downstairs
"Yes mommy"
"Go put your jacket on baby" I said before wobbling into the kitchen

6:00AM
The most irritating thing ever waking the kids up & getting them ready for school

"Maaaa I can't find my permission slip" imani called from upstairs

"Its on my dresser Mani ! Hurry up before your dad gets here " I yelled back as I finished packing up their lunch and breakfast to eat on the way to school

"I Can't find it " Imani said popping up in the kitchen , I rolled my eyes before saying
"Imani Go check again ! I'm not walking upstairs hurry up "

Ronald finally arrived and felt like all my stress had just slightly went away

I handed him the girls bags and lunches while he sat down on the couch
He stared at me for a quick second

"You okay? You need anything?"he asked I sucked my teeth
"YES Hurry and get them outta here , I'm exhausted and i'm hoping you know you need to go pick up my decorations "

"I know I know India I didn't forget and i keep telling you to stop doing so much , that's too much stress on my babies chill out this what I'm here for"

"Use to be " I said walking away
"Your choice I tried to fix it you didn't want to , grow up "

"IMANI LETS GO!"I called for her she came running down the stairs I gave her and ryliee each a hug as I wobbled to the door saying bye

After they left I finally took the journey up the stairs to lay down life life life life life what am I gonna do I try to stay strong for my kids but its hard taking care of 4 kids years ago I never seen myself this way

A typical football players wife or baby mama who doesn't do shit , the last thing I need the media doing is making up story about what I do in life as soon as the babies turn 1

I'm working on opening my own boutique the last thing I will do is live off Ronald money as long as he provides for his kids , I'm good I will go without before my kids do & that's real

Baby shower

It was finally my baby shower Ronald mom was at the hall decorating the place while I got myself & the kids ready I dressed myself in a all white sundress, silver jelly sandals and a jean jacket

I dressed ryliee in White shorts and blue and pink shirt the read "BIG SIS" and White flats I braided her into two cornbraids with hairknockers at the end

Imani Wore khaki shorts with a white tank top that said Welcome Baby Iesha & RonaldJr
With white MK flats and her in a neat bun

Ronald wore Khaki shorts with a blue T-shirt that read "Daddy Of The Year" with some white ups

I let Ronald spend the night to make things a tad bit easier on me ....

Ronald POV

After all the shit with India I'm still holding on , I just want shit to go back to normal this I haven't got the chance to really show my love for the  babies because she doesn't want me around and now we have to put on this fake ass act for our family like were happy