Emma's POV
This has to be the worst day of my life.
The only one I have, the only person who I can tell all my feelings to without being insecure is dead.
Because of my fucking ex boyfriend. God, I wish I never let him into my life!
God, I wish he wasn't even alive!
"Weston, wake up," I sobbed. I couldn't lose him. No.
No. No. No.
I crouched down next to Weston who was passed out on the floor. I felt his arm and tried to look for a pulse.
I definitely don't regret those long lessons about how to do CPR in Health class anymore.
Soon enough, police were in my house, and I started crying even more. I hate thinking about this. It brings back the memories of Hunter dying that one night.
The officers telling me to get away from him.
Loren dragging me away from the crime scene.
How I was up all night, sobbing. Cutting. Trying to kill myself so I could be back with him.
Ugh, I hate thinking about it.
"Miss, please step back," the paramedic said as she took out her stethoscope.
She gasped and called another doctor over.
Oh my god. Was he actually dead? If he's actually dead-
No Emma. Don't think like that.
Ugh, now the tears are coming back but even harder now. I just can't control myself can I?
"Put him on the stretcher," the male doctor said. The nurse strapped Weston into the yellow stretcher and hooked an oxygen tank up to him.
Now I'm getting scared.
I really don't want to lose him.
I ran down the stairs following the nurse pushing Weston on the stretcher. I was still crying hysterically, but you could say I was more scared than sad.
I don't even know if he's dead or not!
The nurse loaded Weston into the ambulance and I ran in there with them.
"Are you immediate family?" She asked.
"Yes," I cried.
I wasn't part of Weston's family, but it definitely felt like it.
"Weston please baby," I cried. I put his hand in mine.
"Please don't die on me like Hunter did," I sobbed. I didn't care that the nurse was sitting right next to me.
Because if you're gonna cry for someone, that's called love.
**AT THE HOSPITAL**
Well, I've been stuck in this waiting room for about 2 hours now. It's currently 1AM. I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking about Weston and whether he'll be okay or not.
No one will ever understand how much he means to me.
Kalynn and I have been texting the whole day/night. She found my number somehow.
Kalynn- Have they let you see him yet?
Emma- No, not yet. This is taking way too long
Kalynn- I just really hope he's alright. it's such a tough time right now and it hurts so much that I can't be there with him
We texted some more, but then a doctor came outside of a room and looked at me.
"Emma Brooks? Come in," he said.
Great.
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Фанфик"if you're anything like me, you know what it's like to have a broken heart and your life made into a living hell." -emma brooks
