Deep

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Chapter 14; Deep
Fans were still tweeting me after i replied to some peoples tweets regarding me and kian. Luke had fell asleep cuddling up to my pillow i wanted to make him get off my bed but he looked so peaceful.

"abi?" I hear luke whisper making me jump somehow

"Yes" i question luke
"Why" i see him look at the scars on my legs and wrists causing me to quicky cover them

"I dont want to talk about it" i immediately say "but why did you do it?" Luke says wanting an answer holding back the tears i say "it was when i was with Darren, my um, abusive boyfriend. He never let me leave his house until one day he left the front door open when he went to work and i escaped. Left all my stuff there but ever since i left i have been worrying when he will find me and come back for me, he said he would and the only thing that reassured me that he wouldnt was cutting, i told kian but he stormed out of my house and left me on my own for a month, a month where my mum was on a buisness trip in korea. Ive never brought it up since" i look at luke and he was crying
"Are you crying" i laugh
"No" he sniffles
"its okay if you are, i am too" i say causing him to flop into my arms and we both sobbed on each others shoulders.
"I am so sorry" luke says through tears
"No dont be its fine im over it" i reply

//AN// omgomgomg yas bye now children

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