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they're onto us ameria.

trenton, jackson, even lisa and emily. 

they kept teasing me the entire way to class, asking me who I was talking to so much, if I met someone, and trenton grabbed my phone and they played monkey in the middle with it but a password comes in handy so they gave it back.

and then I was confused with myself, like, when someone use to take my phone, I would shape shift into a ninja and just tackle them for it. like I was hiding something, even though the only thing worth hiding was the sappy chick flick movies I have downloaded. but I cared, I cared if they had my phone or even looked through it.

and when they took it, I just played along. at one point I even got annoyed but I still didn't ask for it back. they just gave it back. but I didn't care ameria.

I didn't care about you.

I let them touch you. 

and is it wrong that i'm happy they did?

is it wrong for me to be excited that now that my friends are aware of me always talking to you? 

it is wrong, because you don't want that do you. you don't want to be blamed for not letting go.

and I don't want them to make me make you let go.

so what do I have to do ameria to make them forget?

what do I have to do to make me, us forget? 

I kind of want to know. 

Received: Nov 6, 2012, at 1:30 PM