Day Dreamin' G.D.

Chapter 19

"I don't know yet and why do you care?" I ask with an attitude because I'm still mad about Hayes calling me.

"Well I mean I was just thinking I would probably be the father right? So like this would be our kid and that's a big deal." He said scratching the back of his head.

"What are you talking about? Kian is the father, Kian is the one who got me pregnant and if I were to keep it sadly it wouldn't have a dad unless I married someone." I say confused.

"But we're together aren't we?" He asks looking deeply into my eyes.

"Grayson," I say not knowing where to start. "I don't know what we are or what this is. If we were together that would be like me being with Cameron and if I were with you then Cameron would probably never speak to me again." I say.

"You don't know that." He says obviously choking back his tears.

"Grayson be honest what do you think this is or what we are?" I asking grabbing his hand in comfort.

"To be honest it feels like we are fuck buddies that secretly have feelings for each other but we can't admit it because we are scared of my sister." he answered with a smile but quickly got serious.

"You're right I don't know what this is but I was hoping we could figure this out. I don't understand why you don't want to be with me so bad." He says letting a single tear run down his cheek and rolling off his beautiful jawline.

"Grayson listen to me please. I do want to be with you but right now is horrible timing. I just broke up with someone, I'm pregnant, and I'm about to leave to go to my stupid dad's house." I reply now also choking back a few tears.

"Wait you're leaving?" He asks standing up and pulling away from my touch.

"I'm sorry I thought you knew." I sigh putting my head down.

"How the hell was I supposed to know? Oh my," he yells and walks out going to his room.

"Grayson wait!" I yell back. He slams the door in my face and all I hear is things falling to the floor in big crashes.

"Fuck!" I hear him scream.

"Hey what is going on here?" Ethan asks.

"He figured out that I was leaving and got super pissed. Can you please just go in there and talk to him?" I ask worried.

"Yeah just go back to the guest room and I'll let you know what happens." He answers.

Grayson's POV

I sit on the floor crying, trying to be as quiet as possible after throwing everything off of my desk. Why didn't she tell me she was leaving? I hide my face in my pillow then hear Ethan outside my door.

"Hey buddy can you let me in? I just want to help." He begs.

I unlock my door and let him in.

"Gray are you-" I don't let him finish his sentence because I hug him crying into his shoulder. I probably look like a pathetic brother but I don't care right now. I'm way to pissed to care about how I look or how I act.

"Ethan can I ask you something?" I ask pulling away from the hug and sitting on my bed.

"Yeah of course, what is it?" He says sitting beside me.

"Is she leaving because of me?" I ask wiping my tears away from my face.

"No of course not! She is leaving because she has one more year left of high school. This is just summer break for her and Cameron." He says patting my back.

"Why does she hate me?" I ask once more.

"Gray come on! No one can hate you I mean look at you. You're all muscular and shit and you have great style and all that other stuff. She likes, no she loves you and it's beyond obvious but I think she is just keeping her distance so she doesn't hurt Cameron." he answered. I smiled when he said that she loved me because the thought of that made me so happy.

"Wait are you okay with us being together?" I asked changing my attitude to curious.

"Yeah of course. I mean she's pretty but you know she isn't my type." He winks.

"Thanks Ethan. I love you man!" I say giving him another hug.

"I love you too bro. Now how about we go and forget about girls for the night and go to dinner or something?" He suggests standing up and walking towards my door.

"Yeah that would be great." I reply. 

We walk out of my room and I see Ally sitting on her bed very nervous. I feel bad but I don't want to think about her right now. Okay that's a lie I meant I don't want to think of her and why she is leaving. I mean after all that is the reason I'm so upset.

Edited -- Nov. 13 / 2016