Day Dreamin' G.D.

Chapter 32

Grayson's POV

"Ally please open up! I'm sorry, can I please just explain why?" I begged knocking pretty roughly on the door.

"I really don't want to talk and I mean what else is there to say? You want to take a break and there isn't really much to explain about that." she said sniffling which means she was probably crying.

"Fine." I say just to make her think that I have given up. I remember the first night we came down here we came up through her window.

I walk around to her side of the house and climb up to the window. It is slightly open so I push it the rest of the way up and quietly get inside. I look over at the bed and she is rolled over in the opposite direction with the blanket tucked under her arm.

"Ally?" I say quietly even though I can just speak at a normal volume.

"What the- how the hell did you get in here?" she asks sitting up and looking at the door.

"I came in through the window." I say with a smile but I don't get one in return.

"Fine now you're in here. I guess you can explain now since I can't really make you leave." she rolls her eyes.

"Look we are not going to break up I promise we won't but I think after what all happened and what my sister said I just think we need some time to process what all happened." I say rubbing her thigh but she quickly pulls away.

"So you're saying this is my fault?" she says letting a single tear run down her cheek before I wipe it off with my thumb.

"No, no Ally!" I basically beg. "This is not your fault just please understand why I am asking for this." 

"Okay fine then just go." she snaps before getting back under the covers.

I take a deep breath before standing up. "I love you." 

"I love you too." she replies.

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One Week Later

Ally's POV

It has been about a week and Grayson and I haven't talked since he asked for a break. It killed me to not be with him but I can't help but feel that I am the reason he asked that. It's not like my fault but because I didn't see him and stop him before he ran out of the hospital I probably could have fixed all of this. I haven't really eaten much and when I do I feel like I am going to throw up. I try and sleep but anytime I do I am just remembered of what all went down. I feel like Grayson is doing much better though because after all he is the one who wanted this.

I have stayed in my room most of the week which means that I haven't gone to school. I'm pretty sure I am just going to drop out because Jack did it and he said that if I ever wanted him to, he would support me. The only thing is I don't know if I would still move to California. I feel like Grayson and I need to start talking again before I make the final decision.

"Ally you have a visitor!" Jack yells interrupting my thoughts. 

I decide to go downstairs and see who would want to see me. When I get downstairs I see a tall boy with beautiful brown hair and brown eyes. He is wearing sweatpants and a loose tank top. His eyes look puffy and his face looks pale almost like mine. He clenches his jaw when he sees me and runs towards me with open arms.

"Grayson I-" he interrupts.

"No don't say anything." he barks. I softly smile and take all of his hug I can get before he pulls away. "Can we go to your room and talk please?" he asks softly.

"Uh yeah of course." I say trying to smile but nothing happens.

We walk up to my room and surprisingly he holds my hand all the way up the stairs and when we get in my room.

"So what did you want to t-" he interrupts once again. This time he smashes his lips onto mine with such pain and passion. I kiss back and he immediately asks for entrance. Before I give him permission I softly bite his lip causing him to let out a soft moan that I hadn't heard in so long. I finally give him the permission and I feel a slight smile crawl onto his face. He pulls away after about 5 minutes and makes me pout. 

"Did you feel that?" he asks with a smirk on his face.

"What?" I ask in slight confusion.

"You know? The passion in that kiss or the pain?" he eggs on.

"Yeah I did h-" he cuts me off again.

"Because I felt it too. Ally I am really sorry for asking for space and for a break that was so stupid of me." he says grabbing my hands tightly.

"Hey it's okay." I reply rubbing the top of his hand with my thumb.

"No it's not and you know that. Look I haven't been able to sleep without thinking that you are doing bad and I can't take it. Allison I really do need you and when you know I'm going to make a wrong decision like I did about the break then please tell me. I know I wont agree but please I really don't want to make that mistake again." he begs letting a small tear drop run down his cheek.

"Grayson please just listen to me." I beg. I look up into his puffy brown eyes and he nods telling me to go on. "I know that you want me to make sure you don't make any more mistakes but I can't promise that. I make so many mistakes on my own so telling you if you are right or wrong might not be the right choice. I think we just need to go with what we decide on together not me telling you what to do or you telling me what to do." I say hoping he understands.

"Okay that's fine just please don't let me leave you like that again." he says cupping my face in hands.

"I promise." I kiss him on the lips once more before we sit on my bed. Not much talking happened but when we did it was mostly compliments.

"So what now?" he asked rolling over and looking at me deeply.

"I think we should go talk to your sister." I reply hoping he doesn't get mad.

"Wait you can't be serious." he says standing up and furrowing his brows.

"I am though. Look I know what she said is completely horrible and stupid of her but I think we just need to talk it out with her. Maybe we can see why she said that or why she was so upset." I say standing up with him and taking his hand into mine.

"Okay well I have an answer for the second one, it's because I'm her brother and she doesn't want me hurt. The first thing there is no excuse." he says sternly.

"Grayson please?" I beg.

"Fine but you have to do the talking not me. If I talk I might yell and I don't have the strength to do that right now." he says with a small smile that is barely noticeable. 

"Oh I didn't mean right now. I mean't either later tonight or tomorrow. We just got back to each other and I don't want that ruined if she says something." I say stopping him from walking out of my bedroom door.

"Okay fine then what should we do right now?" he asks with a bigger smile than before.

"Well I'm guessing you have something in mind." I reply with a little smile.

"Yeah I do." he says taking my hand and pulling me out of the room.

Edited -- Nov. 14 / 2016