Leaving me breathless (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 7

(Collin's POV)

I tried so hard to get Alec out of my head but it wasnt working. Usually im all over Talia. Kissing her all over, but everytime she kissed my neck or my lips I felt so repulsed.

We started undressing each other. I thought maybe if I saw her body things would go back to normal. But nothing was working. All that was running through my mind was Alec's six pack and tanned, toned skin. This isnt me though. Im straight I am completly and utterly.....straight

Talia and I were laying on her bed and making out like crazy. I pulled away and she gave a pleasuring sigh.

"Wow Collin. I have been waiting for that for a long time. You havent been that aggressive since we first started dating!" She was smiling. Trailing her finger up and down my chest. I couldnt believe everything that was going on in my head. I used to love when Talia kissed me, but Alec's lips were so......different. Our kiss was gentle. It felt so riched with emotion.

Talia and I were laying in her bed for the longest time while she was going on and on about drama and stuff I really didnt care about.

Before I knew it, it was getting dark out. I was thinking for a long time while Talia was talking. Her and I need to take a break. I need to find out essentially who i am, but first I have to talk to Alec and figure out what happend today.

"Talia we need to talk." She looked me in the eye and got a questionable look on her face. I know she is going to be pissed at me, but I have to do this.

"Whats going on Collin?" I could see her face turning red she is going to explode when I tell her this.

"Talia, we have been dating for over a year now. A lot of stuff has happend in that year...and i have forgiven you for so much that i really should have just dumped you for. You have cheated on me multiple times. Even with my friends. Honestly you are just a terrible person. So mean to everybody for no reason at all. And i have finally come to realize that i dont want to be with a person like you. Its over."

"But.....but...you came over here all over me. We were really making out. I could feel how much you love me." Her face was just full of shock.

"I was trying to see if i really had any feelings left for you Talia, but I dont. We are over."

"Is there somebody else?" When she said that i finally realized what i truely wanted. I wanted Alec. Its weird because im not attracted to any other guys. So i cant be gay. I just am attracted to Alec.

"That doesnt matter. You always has somebody else in our relationship. It was never just the two of us. And im done with the shit you have put me through. So long Talia."

"You are going to regret you ever did this Collin! I'll make you regret it!!"

I rolled my eyes and walled out of her room. I had to call Alec, but then i remembered the look he gave me before i left. I kissed him and I left him thinking it was terrible. It wasnt. Is he ever going to forgive me?