I am going to wake up and not put on a face smile because I am going to show how much words hurt and the kill because I am done pretending. Why life has to be so hard? No one knows it is part of living. Some people choose to believe what people say others don't I am on the believers side I don't know how why it just gets to. Wait let's start now no more happy Jillian it is going to be me just me and no more pretending.
P.s. Not a suicide letter, some people could think that it could be a suicide letter but no it's not. I may be depressed and all but I'm not like that.
