Pain of the Silent [Completed]

Sonic

I will never understand, it's like I'm just a flame slowly flickering out into nothing. I have nothing left inside me. But how I murder children!! Oh my gosh!! I murder children!! Innocent little souls! I scraped my knees onto the floor and in turn lost some skin. The heck it didn't matter to me!

I was lost, washed and melted away. Common aren't I supposed to be Mobius' hero?!?! No instead I'm now a murder. Tails is gone, dead!! Why him?!?! I killed him!! I killed my brother! I'm so sorry to Tails. I did nothing but exclude him from everything! I don't even deserve the name hero anymore.

I sulk down, still scraping myself. I was bleeding heavily! Blood was tracker all over the floor. I don't care! I never did! What had I done to deserve this?! Everything! I've never don't anything to help my friends even when they needed my most.

I am pathetic, I am weak, I'm no Hero!!! That's it for me I can't do this any longer. I can't suffer anymore. I have to end it, and it now! I search around and find my knife laying on the floor.

Good riddance! I growl at myself in self pity. I take the knife in hand and cry. I can't. What about Knuckles? What about Amy?! Would they care? No, not in a million years!!! I bring the knife up to my heart.

I pant heavily and fast. I have to do it. I told myself over and over, but every time I continue crying. That's it I have to end it Now!! I brace myself and count to three

1. . .by world

2. . .by Amy and Knuckles

3. . .I was just about to say one more thing when I hear a soft call. It sounded familiar somehow. Like I've heard it before. No time right now I. . .

Sonic stop!! I heard the voice cry out. I can't help but yell back, "No!!" I bring the knife up again and hold my breath, slowly and painfully pressing the knife inward.

But I was quickly stopped by a figure grabbing the knife out of my hand. No Sonic, how could you?!? I knew the figure now as I lifted my blood stained eyes to see, Tails. My innocent brother that I murdered. How could you Sonic!!

I flinched at his new found voice. He's right, what have I become?!? A murderer that's what. Tails just stared at me with hurt in his eyes.

Sonic this isn't you, suffer not in silence but in voicing. Don't live like this, it's not your fault. I know that know. I felt my heart beat five hundred times faster. He as right what was I thinking. I need to apologize, even though I know I will be punished anyhow, I need to face reality sooner or later.

I realized Tails had gone. I stood up and cleaned, really thoroughly. Then I hesitantly unlocked the door and walked out. I knew what I was about to face and I meet it pretty quickly.

I was pinned down, chained and cuffed. I knew this was only what I deserved. I let them do it and they took me to the back of a police car. I could hear Tails' voice in my head. . .well done Brother. I know Tails, thank you for helping me.

I sat back and awaited my punishment. I would except it either way. I did it for Tails, I did it for those children, I did it out of honesty.

I'm not who I was, nor will I ever be. Fate is a fragile thing it shouldn't be treated lightly. As you may never know when your life days are numbered.

I know that now. Thank you. . .Tails.

The end.

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So depressing. I know I was sad when I wrote this too, but tell me if I should do a sequel with Knuckles and Silver. This is Pain of the Silent. . .completed. *chaos control*