Pain of the Silent [Completed]

Shadow

Why bother? I don't have any purpose anymore. What am I? Just someone who can be used for my power?!? I cringe and sit on the floor in frustration! In rage! I pound my fist against my small coffee table, breaking it.

I feel as if being created just wasn't a thing that was right. I mean look! I've destroyed humanity for goodness sake! Worthless piece of created material I am. It's all I am. I start to tear up and cry. What else can I do?!

I've lost my best friend Rouge and Omega! Why!! Do you know what it feels like?! I'm hurt! I start panting in my rage. I sweat and slide into my back, in turn hurting my quills pretty badly. I didn't care! It's no use!! Not anymore. How can anyone forgive someone like me? Humanity still fears me. I'm secluded from everyone!! Even Faker. I can't show my face to him, it's not like he didn't try to help me because he did.

I didn't except his help! I'm so stupid!

I wonder though, would I still be in the position I'm in today if I had excepted his help. His kindness. His will to help a merciless soul like me? Would he've still been there for me? I can't help but sulk in the feelings that've been lost forever.

I roughly get back up and wince. My quills were bleeding pretty badly. I ignored the throbbing pain.

I looked over to the shattered coffee table and saw my gun.

Was I really thinking of killing myself?!? But how could I? I'm immortal. Well at least I'd be in even more pain, right?!? I slowly reached for my gun and held it to my chest, really tightly. I held my pointer finger on the trigger and. . .

I heard a solemn voice in my head as I held my gun to my chest. It was echoey and familiar.

Shadow put it down, the voice said. But put down what? The gun? No! I was going to do this and no one is going to stop me! Especially not stupid voices!

Shadow set down the gun! It said again. Dang, would the voice just leave me alone!?!? I needed to do this! Then I felt a hand on my shoulder, slowly grabbing the gun from my hand. I stared and did not react. I just let the figure stop me from suicide.

I soon made out the exact person she was. It was Maria. "Maria?"

Shh, it's fine Shadow. What have you become?

I honestly didn't know. What have I become? I'm no body to anybody. But. . .but Faker he cared for me.

Maria sat next to me. Shadow stop this and go...find Sonic and be happy. I wiped my eyes and even though I could feel the full pain I've caused myself. . .I managed a smile. That's the Shadow I knew. She kissed my forehead and disappeared. I smiled even bigger now.

What was I thinking?!?! Trying to kill myself over self pity. How pathetic of me. I jumped up from the floor and cleaned up my mess. I successfully bandaged my quills and I walked out of my door. . .

I wasn't who I was, not anymore. I knew who I was now--- I am Shadow the Hedgehog, and I have forgiven humanity for what they've don't to me and I need to ask forgiveness from them to say 'sorry' for what I've done. Now I just needed one more thing. I thought as I walked down the street.

I need to find, Faker. . .

I need to find, Sonic the Hedgehog.

The end.

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Please don't freak out okay, Sonic's coming up next. His story will be soon don't worry, maybe even tonight (2/17/16). Okay? Hope you liked it! *chaos control*