Ulquiorra X Reader

Destiny

I stricken the dummy hard with my sword. It's been almost a week and still no progression over my current abilities. For the past few days I've been training alone behind master Ulquiorra's back. I grit my teeth.
"Dammit!"
At this rate I'll never impress lord Aizen or become an espada. I stricken the dummy again, betting my chances of getting better. Another arrancar approaches me. He was smaller then the other males.
"Uh excuse me miss."
I turned toward him, my eyes fixated on his slender form. He smiled.
"Uh I couldn't help to tell that your all alone here, the others arrancars headed to the human world.?"
Crap, I forgot that that was today.
I tossed my wooden sword aside then glanced at the other arrancar. I wanted to thank him on behalf of such short notice of time, but didn't know how to put them into words.
"If your thinking about saying thank you there's no need."
"Wait you can read my mind?"
I looked at him astonished.
" yeah but I'm no use on the battle field."
He brought up his hands, they seemed scared, as if they where torched by flames.
"Aizen punished me for disobeying him, instead of killing me right on the spot he removed my senses to touch and feeling, I'm no use of the field if I can't feel anything."
He laughs.
"Silly hu, anyways I'm wasting your time, I'll leave so you can go on the mission with the other arrancars."
Then the arrancar left, I doubt lord aizen would do something so cruel to him without giving a legitimate reason, that arrancar must have done something bad to upset my lord. I brought my hand toward my chest. To not be able to feel, I don't understand, can he ever experience love or happiness, it pained me. I wanted to smother him with my sorrow but didn't know how to. Arrancars can't love... I grabbed the surface of my dress, my hand on top of my bosom. My eyes drifting off into the distance.
I made my way back into the human world, no arrancars where to be found, I felt naked here. I'm out in the open and any soul reaper had the advantage over me. I'm lost. Another arrancar approached me.
"Oh hey there!"
She smiled. She looks like an ally but could I truly trust her, I quickly grabbed the hilt of my sword.
"Whoa there tiger, take it easy."
She brought up her hands, no sign of a weapon. I put my sword back into its pouch then sighed.
"Forgive me, I'm not used to being out in the open like this."
"Keh don't sweat it, I won't gripe at you for it."
She heads toward me then hits me hard in the back with her bare hand, the force of it nearly made me fall over. This arrancar was strong, no doubt about that.
She looks at me with her dark lazy eyes.
"Are you looking for your master, he's further up that way."
She points.
"he would not shut up about you. All he did was complain."
She smiled.
"Anyways, you got your hands full, good luck."
She heads off toward the opposite direction. He would not shut up about me? I was a little relieved that he even slightly cared about me. I went the direction that that arrancar told me to go, and there he was standing by a pond, his reflection glistening in the waters surface. He turned toward me, his eyes cold as ever.
"You late."
"I know and I'm sorry!"
I bowed.
"I never meant to worry you."
He turns from me and back at the water.
"Don't let it happen again or I will be quite disappointed with you."
"Yes sir."
"Since your here I thought I should tell you."
The way the water moved with his reflection made him look slightly more beautiful. I tried not to drift away with the current,but this sight. It is hard to believe that this beautiful arrancar is my master, my teacher, an espada. My eyes continued to drift away from reality, why am I any different from the others.
"Pay attention!"
His cold voice bringing me back to life. I looked up at him, dazed from the sight.
"Forgive me if the horizon is more important then my words."
"I'm sorry sir."
I felt ashamed and embarrassed, how could I let my guard down in front of him like that, I wanted to cry but I mustn't show any sigh on weaknesses in front of him, if I do, he might not want me anymore. All hope was lost once these three words spilled from his lips.
"We're at war."
I looked up at him, what?
"From the look of your expression your probably wondering why? The rouge arrancars, there forming an army to over throw lord aizen, we must stop them before the winter battle hits, if we don't then it would be chaos, I'm pretty sure that the soul reapers we're too informed, just be careful, I want lord aizen to see you well for your next examination."
So its a fight to the death I see, that's why he wanted everyone to come.
"So I must fight, then I will."