Poems and Songs From my Heart

Courage

I don't know the first time I felt un-beautiful

I know I'm not ugly but I feel it

The day I chose not to eat

I had a huge dinner last night I should know better

What I do know is how I've changed my life forever

When was the last time I was truly happy?

I know I should know better

Life isn't really that bad, but it feels like it is

There are days when I'm ok

I can make it through this

And for a moment, for a moment I find hope

I don't need to cut I will be ok

But there are days when I'm not ok

I could end it all right now

And I need your help

I can't bottle this up anymore

So I'm letting go

I'm not ok.

(Bolded lines are from the song linked above)