Emmett nodded, "Come on, Jasper."
Jasper struggled against Emmett's grip. fighting to break free, Jasper reached forward showing Emmett his bared teeth. I stepped in front of Jasper. I had a smug look on my face. As much as I wanted to let Jasper go, I knew it was the wrong thing to do. I kept a safe distance from his teeth as I helped Emmett wrestle Jasper through the glass door. Esme held it open for us with one hand pressed over her mouth and nose.
"I'm so sorry, Bella." Esme said, ashamed.
Esme followed us out to the yard closing the door behind her. Carlisle, Edward and Alice stayed in the room. As soon as we left, the smell dimmed but it still lingered in my lungs. Emmett and I pulled Jasper further away.
"Get it together Jasper!" I snapped, staring into his eyes.
They were still wide open with hunger. He started to calm down, swallowing hard. I took a breath and luckily didn't smell anything tempting. I let go of Jasper, Emmett still keeping him in a locked grip.
"Oh Jasper." Esme whispered.
She stood beside me and her head dropped with shame. I put my arms around Esme for comfort.
"Let go Emmett. I'm fine." Jasper spat.
Emmett loosened his grip slowly.
"Let go." Jasper repeated.
Emmett broke his grip and Jasper fell to his knees. He didn't look up, too ashamed of himself. Emmett stood behind him incase Jasper lost it again.
"I'm so stupid!" Jasper yelled.
Then Alice and Edward joined us outside. Emmett moved away from Jasper beside me. Edward stood beside Esme as Alice bent down in front of Jasper.
"You're not stupid. Your instincts took over." Alice wrapped her tiny arms around Jasper.
Jasper didn't flinch.
"Edward I'm sorry. I truly am-" Jasper spoke but Edward cut him off,
"- I know. It's fine. Bella is with Carlisle."
"She'll be okay Jasper." Alice added.
I broke away from Esme as she walked over to Jasper and Alice. Esme sat beside him, patting his back for extra comfort. I stood in the same place as Emmett moved over to me. He placed one arm around my waist. I snuggled closer to him.
"She must hate me. How could she ever forgive me? i'd have to forgive myself first." Jasper spoke out loud to himself.
Edward didn't say anything he just swiftly left the yard back to the house.
"Jasper she will forgive you. Bella seems like that type of girl." Esme said.
I quickly rolled my eyes. This Bella girl is just causing trouble. I don't understand why everyone has grown so attached to her. A few moments of silence past.
"Alice, can you give some fresh clothes to Bella so she can change into them?" Edward uttered.
I turned my head towards him. He had a frustrated look on his face. I didn't notice him come back outside.
"Sure." Alice replied.
She quickly placed a kiss on Jasper's forehead. She stood up, along with Esme.
"I'll go start to clean up." Esme had a sad smile planted on her face.
Alice, Edward and Esme left the yard leaving Jasper, Emmett and I here. Jasper stayed as still as a statue, sitting on the grass floor. I decided to go sit beside him. Emmett followed me. We sat down in front of Jasper.
"I hate feeling weak." Jasper stated.
"Don't we all." Emmett chuckled.
A smile creeped up on my face. Emmett always knew how to lighten up a bad situation.
"Jasper everything will be alright." I reassured him.
"One can only hope." Jasper mumbled, underneath his breath.
I sighed. If Edward never fell in love with a human none of this would had ever happened. But I suppose, Edward can't be alone forever. Then Alice came, running in a graceful motion to us. She stood in front of the three of us.
"Bella said she isn't mad." Alice smiled.
She reached a hand forward to pull Jasper off the ground. He took it, not making eye contact with anyone.
"She is fine." Alice added.
Jasper nodded his head. Emmett and I still sat on the floor. Emmett stood up and reached his hand forward for me to grasp it. I took the offer, sliding my hand into his. He easily pulled me off the floor. I stood up and brushed off any grass left on my dress.
"We can go back inside. Bella and Edward just left." Alice spoke.
Alice lead Jasper to the house. Emmett and I followed, hand-in-hand. It took us only a few seconds to enter the house. Alice opened the back door and everyone walked inside. There was still a faint smell of blood. But it wasn't as tempting. The smell was masked by bleach and it made me feel quite uneasy. I blocked my smelling sense. I didn't like the smell of bleach. I never got sick and I can never get sick from it, but the smell is just bad.
"Bella is fine." Esme pulled Jasper into a motherly hug, "Are you okay?"
"Yeah. I was just concerned about the way i treated her." Jasper muttered.
"It's your instincts." Carlisle spoke.
Alice intertwined her and Jasper's fingers.
"Come on, lets go upstairs." Alice mumbled.
Jasper nodded and the two of them left the room. Emmett drew circles with his thumb on the top of my hand as he held it. I dropped my gaze down to our hands.
"Do you want to go upstairs too?" Emmett smiled.
I looked up at him, "Sure."
We both glanced in unison at Carlisle and Esme.
"Goodnight." Carlisle chuckled to himself, along with Esme.
He had his arm around Esme's waist. Emmett tugged me along up the stairs. We were in our room in about a matter of seconds. I sat down on the bed and fell onto my back. I stared at the celling as my legs dangled off the edge. My arms played with my hair that laid out like seaweed on the bed covers. Emmett crawled over my body. I giggled as he placed kisses on my collar bone up to my cheek. I wrapped my arms around his neck as our lips met. He passionately kissed me and I didn't hesitate to kiss back. We broke the kiss and Emmett chuckled as he rolled himself beside me. We stared at the ceiling together.
"Eventful night." Emmett broke the silence.
"Yeah." I agreed.
I turned on my side to face him. I watched his golden eyes study the room.
"I hope Bella's arm is okay." Emmett spoke.
"Hm." I mumbled.
He turned his head to look at me. Our eyes met and a smile spreader across his face. I smiled to and if I was human I was sure i'd be blushing.
"What?" He softly laughed.
"I just want..." I looked away.
I didn't want to finish my sentence. I wasn't sure if he was in the mood. I didn't want to make him do it if he wasn't feeling it.
"Rosalie," He almost sung, "You want what?"
I exhaled deeply. still looking away, I decided to finish my sentence,
"You."
He didn't say anything he just gently cupped my face. I gazed up into his eyes. He leaned in kissing me. I stood up and leaned in over the top of him. We kissed more intensely as he sat up. I was on his lap, my arms wrapped around his neck as he wrapped his around my small waist. The rest of the night was perfect...
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Another Moon
Fanfiction{Rosalie's POV} "Rosalie?" I hesitated. I bit down on my bottom lip with nerves. How would I tell bella my opinion without hurting her feelings? Everyone is saying yes but I... I have a different opinion. I wouldn't have chosen to be a vampire if I...