Tales Of The Heart

Deceiving

I am no longer the lips that should be your kiss.
My arms are no longer the ones that are to embrace you.
Your smile is no longer for me to see.
Your laugh no longer for me to hear.
To caress you no more.
We are depressed and don't want to admit it.
Deep down you know you want to leave me, you just won't say it.
Deep down you know you don't love me.
You're trying to move on by distancing away from me slowly.
I'm trying to get used to the fact that you won't always be in my life.
We're not really happy.
The things we do without anyone else knowing is just for pleasure.
It's scary to think that in reality one can be replaced very quickly.
Promises don't last, one way or another they're broken.
Broken.
Broken just like us.
We try to mend the pieces but it always falls apart in the end.
Nothing lasts forever,promises are just lies.
Deceiving little words to our minds.
They say forget about the past and I try to but can't.
You seem to do it so easily.
I wish it was that simple for me.
I hope that when all of this is over, and has really ended,I'll be able to forget the memories so I won't dwell in the past like you always said I do.
At least I know the next time,I shouldn't get attached and I have to make sure not to fall hard and fast like I did with you.
I have to be myself but be careful about what I say and do. Make sure I show my true colors completely first and that that person can accept me for who I am.
We were deceiving little devils to each other,looking like angels.
Thought we were each other's missing puzzle piece but we both belong to a different picture.
I hope that you're happy now that you've got your life back.
At least I can say that I tried.
I still love you and I wish you would've held onto me longer.
But you let me go.