Teen Mom Stories: Saira

Chapter 12

Me and Josh were dating after that, and our kids got along great. After about 6 months, Josh proposed. I was so shocked and exited at the same time. I had taken off David's wedding ring, months, ago and locked it away, but it was still hard getting another wedding ring slid onto my finger. Our wedding was five months later and beautiful. Paige, Melanie, and Neveah were my bridesmaids, and Josh had his brother, James, and Jackson were his best men. The wedding was absolutely magnificent. We bought a larger house and moved in. My organization was growing and going great, my Etsy shop was exploding with orders, and everyone was happy. 6 months after our wedding, I took a pregnancy test and I was pregnant! I told Josh and we were both super happy. All the kids were exited, and all my friends were exited. I went to the doctors and found out I was two months pregnant. My Etsy shop was so busy, I asked Melanie to help me make jewelry and then we could split the profits. I went to my 4 month appointment and once the doctor looked at the baby's heart rate and her face went completely different. "Um....the baby's heart rate stopped. You've had a stillborn. I'm sorry." My heart practically stopped in sadness. "Can we tell what gender it was?" I asked the doctor. The doctor stared at the computer screen and said "It was a boy." I was very sad and very emotional then, And I had no idea how I was going to tell the kids and Josh. "So what do we do next with him?" I asked the doctor. The doctor sighed and said "In order to help the safety of you, and the stillborn, we will need to induce into labor so that the stillborn can come out a natural way." I replied "So when am I induced?" The doctor replied "Whenever you would like." I scheduled an appointment for the induction to be the next week, and then I drove home not knowing how to tell the kids and Josh what had happened. I walked in the door and everyone was happy chewing on pizza. Once I walked in, Josh asked "What is the gender?" All exited.  I replied "It's a boy. But, he passed away." Everyone's excitement dropped, and then I said "I will have an induction next week, and then we can have the funeral." The rest of the night was like a normal night, except everyone was sad.