The next few months were very life changing. Me and Tommy were both adjusting to the new lifestyle.
He would often say; "Where mommy?"
A phrase that would break my heart.
I had hoped that he would eventually forget about his "mother." Which was very promising because he is only a year old, and you do not remember things from when you were one.
I ended up getting a house. The first check that Tommy's birth mother sent me was a large sum of money that gave me enough money to actually buy a house, something that I thought that I would never get to do.
Me and Morgan decided to not see each other. It was too hard to have a child and keep up a relationship.
We kept in contact and saw each other once a month for the next three years. When we first broke up when I got Tommy, we decided that when I was ready, I would give him a call and we would have a little lunch date.
Tommy is now four years old and a few years shy of primary school. He is the most sweetest thing that has happened to me. My parents came out once a week for dinner, usually Saturdays.
Tommy hasn't asked about his "mommy" for a couple of years now.
I am now twenty four and living the life. His biological mother still sends me money once every month. I have no idea how she gets the money. She has sent me a couple letters over the years asking about Tommy. Every year, a month before his birthday, she asks for pictures of him.
I finally decided that I owe nothing to her. I don't send pictures of anything to her. A week after Tommy's birthday, I get a letter back from her saying that she understands why I don't answer.
She doesn't. I know how much it must have hurt her to leave Tommy, but it was her choice. She didn't have to run off with the "love of her life." If he was really the love of her life, he would have stayed to take care of their child. She choose to leave.
And I could never let go of that.
hope you enjoyed this catch up/ fast forward chapter:)
