This strange weird feeling I feel
You broke it and electrify me like an eel
You didn't bother that it's for you
You're like a bubble that pops out of blue.
I didn't know what to feel
Maybe i'm bad to feel wannabe....
Wannabe okay, but you broke and kill
Don't pretend to smile and just let this be.
Since that day I never saw you again
I looked for you and counted to ten
The number of days that I felt pain
Anxiety and longing for you again.
But then my heart started pounding when I saw you
With the girl you dreamed for too
I closed my eyes, breathing heavily and counted to nine
Just a hallucination but when I open tears started forming a line.
Eight and seven
If I could run towards you, if I just can
Six and five
It's killing me and the feeling of not alive.
Four and three
I wish that it was me
Two and one
I wish I never met you and wished to be gone.
~4/9/16
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PoesíaA quarter of sadness and depression, A pinch of love, and a bowl of tears.