Camila Cabello/You Imagines

Never

It hurts. It hurts knowing you'll never have her. You'll never be able to touch her like he does. Hold her the way he can. Kiss her like he does. It hurts that I'll never be able to call you mine or kiss you good night. I'll never be the reason you smile, the one to wipe your tears when you cry or your hardest goodbye.

But even though I can't have you, even if I just watch from afar while he holds your hand or makes you laugh. Even though I'm just an option, just a friend. I'll bear it if it's the closest I will be to you.

I know you'll never look at me the way I look at you maybe he can't love you like I do.

No matter what you say I'll still be waiting for the day that I'll be the one to sing you to sleep or be the reason you beam even if it's just for a short while and not in a romantic way. Even if it's just because he's not here. It's okay as long as you're happy.

I have a poem for you though and I hope you'll like it.

"The night is cold
But the stars are bright
S

tories told
And sweet good nights

My phone lights up
And I see your face
My heart beats
In a very fast pace

We talk nonsense
And things about him
It hurts but I'll take it
You're too blind it seems

My heart sinks
With every word you say
I've known from the start
That you'll never love me the same way."

I know it's not really an imagine but it's the only thing I'm good at right now. Rant. I'm really sorry about that though, my depression just got back from vacation, so I'm really, really, really out of ideas and I have a band contest coming up and umm I watched a video of Shawn and Camila tonight and my heart shattered knowing it'll never be the same ever again. So I'm really really sorry if this sucked :( I'll try posting a normal and happy chapter tomorrow :) so yeah

-KZY