A/N : Can I get a amen for virgin Luke?!?!? *quietly says amen , So I'm not alone* This was written by 5sos- Dreaming
"Will you stay the night? We can watch movies, drink hot chocolate and cuddle all night!" Luke said, excitement evident in his voice even over the phone. I didn't really have to think about it as I already knew what I wanted.
"Of course! Can't wait to see you!" I answered as I kept scrolling through useless websites on my computer.
"What are you waiting for, then! Go pack a bag and get your ass over here, you lazy pumpkin!" he added as I rolled my eyes and threw my head back in laughter at the name he just gave me.
"Alright, alright!" I chuckled before hanging up and making my way over to my room to put my pajamas and a toothbrush in a bag. I grabbed a pair of jeans and a tank top before rushing to the bathroom to get changed. I had spent the day in a pair of leggings and oversized hoodie and I would've gone to Luke that way if it'd been just him and I but we were supposed to have dinner with his mum and brothers so I tried to make myself at least half-presentable.
Once I had brushed my hair and tried to discipline it; I grabbed my bag and walked out of my apartment, going straight to my car before starting it. Luke's house was only a few miles away from mine and it didn't take long for me to get there.
I was welcomed by his mum's opened arms as always and I gave her a warm hug as we started talking about random things. We all sat around the table and enjoyed the delicious meal she'd cooked for us all as Luke and his brothers kept teasing each other about stupid things while Liz and I just kept laughing because seeing these big, tall boys being so girly was probably the funniest thing we'd ever seen.
After eating desert, I helped Liz with the dishes, ignoring her each time she told me she was okay doing it alone as the boys started to play a game of American Football in the living room. I joined them once everything was clean and Luke immediately stopped playing with his brothers to wrap his arms around my waist. He placed his head on top of mine and we both wished everybody goodnight before walking to his room, rolling our eyes at Jack's cheeky comments.
I laid on his bed while he put a random movie on and he joined me a few minutes later, immediately wrapping his arms around me as he made me lay my head on his chest. We laughed and cried together each time a funny or sad scene came on and I felt his arms tightened around me when the characters shared a kiss. I lifted my head up every once in a while to peck his lips as he kept on rubbing my arm with his hand.
The movie eventually came to an end and none of us moved as the credits played on the screen. I felt Luke dip further down into the covers, bringing me with him as he turned me around in his embrace so that I was facing him.
"Now let's sleep" he murmured before closing his eyes, a smile covering his whole face. I started to move around and try to free myself from his grip but it only made him hold me tighter.
"Luke, I need to change into my pjs" I pleaded but he shook his head without even opening his eyes and simply pulled the cover on top of us both.
"Luke, I swear if you don't let me go, I'll just start singing and you'll never be able to sleep" I threatened as he finally looked at me with an amused look.
"I can always shut you up" he whispered before crashing his lips down on mine. I responded to the kiss almost immediately and one of my hands went to cup his jaw as his own slid under my shirt to rest directly on my skin on the small of my back. He pressed me harder into him and his tongue brushed against my bottom lip as I let my own explore his mouth.
I was soon straddling him as our make out session became heated and his hands were now dangerously close to my backside as I felt him getting hard under me. I immediately pulled away and sat up before getting off of him to seat beside him. A heavy sigh left his lips and I brought both hands to my face to hide my embarrassment.
I was a virgin and so was Luke, but he was ready and I wasn't. I hated myself for it, I knew he was the one and I wanted to give it to him, I wanted to show him how much he meant to me, just like he wanted to show me how much he cared about me. But I was way too insecure about my body to even think about being naked around him.
"(Y/N)?" He called but I didn't move and just tried to swallow the lump in my throat instead.
"(Y/N), please look at me" he said again and I reluctantly turned my head to face him. He immediately cupped my face and brought his closer so that his blue eyes were the only thing I could see.
"It's alright, I told you I'd wait for as long as you need me to and I meant it" he explained and I nodded but my heart wasn't at it and I felt tears starting to appear in the corner of my eyes. The problem was I didn't know if I'd ever be ready... Sometime I even found myself thinking how easy it'd be for me to lose it to someone I didn't know, to someone I knew I'd never see again; that way I wouldn't care about what he thinks of my body. But I cared about Luke, I wanted it to be perfect for him, I wanted to be perfect for him, and I knew I wasn't. I knew he'd be disappointed and that killed me.
"Baby, please talk to me" he begged, bringing me back to reality as his worried eyes searched mine.
"I just... You deserve better than me" I sobbed and his thumb went to brush the first tear away.
"What are you talking about?" he breathed as his whole face went into a big frown.
"You deserve a sexy girl, Luke; one that'll take your breath away just by undressing herself, one that has bigger tits and a well-formed butt... And I just... you're perfect and I'm not that girl and I'd give myself to you any day if I wasn't that damn disgusting" I cried before closing my eyes, unable to look into his pained one anymore.
He didn't let go of me as I expected him too, he didn't loosen his grip or pulled away. He waited patiently as I tried to calm down and when I finally opened my eyes again, love was all I could see. Love in his eyes, all over his face; love in his touch; love coming out of every single breath that left his mouth.
"How can you be so oblivious to how freaking sexy you are? Do you not see me checking you out all the time? Do you not see me reaching for you all the time just to make sure you're real and not just a dream of mine? Do you not see me getting slightly mad every time we go out together and another man keeps looking at you the way only I should? I don't want anyone else, (Y/N)! I want you, and if it's true that it's not only for your body, it stills plays a part in it" he confessed as I felt myself blush. I realized I had stopped crying and a smile had even formed on my lips as I played his words in my head over and over.
"Please, let me make love to you" he asked and I looked at him with loving eyes as I tried to find the right words to say.
"Let me make sure you never doubt that body again" he breathed as his mouth got nearer to my own and I slammed my lips against his, hoping that'd be enough of an answer. His hands flew to my waist and he pulled me over him, one thigh on each side of his own as I grabbed the back of his neck to deepen the kiss. He pulled me closer and made sure my chest was pressed against his as he started kissing down my jawline and neck; his lips soon came to a stop as he reached my cleavage and he looked up into my eyes, his question evident in his expression as he waited for me to give him permission.
I nodded and he grabbed the hem of my shirt in-between his fingers before slowly inching it up. He stopped once my whole stomach was revealed and he started running his hands up and down the exposed skin before actually pulling my shirt over my head. He threw it somewhere in the room and his hands were on my hips again as he rolled us over so that he was hovering over me.
I was in my bra and an uneasy feeling started to wash over me again as I watched the perfect man who was lying on top of me. He must've noticed the frown that had formed on my face because he grabbed my chin in-between his thumb and forefinger and gently pressed his lips to mine. I knew if I didn't do it now, I'd never find the courage again so I lowered my hands and found the hem of his tank top before shakily inching it up his body. He pulled away and helped me get it off his torso and next thing I knew he was shirtless and even more perfect in front of me.
"I have no idea what I'm doing" I confessed as my hands found his biceps; he pecked my lips and smiled at me before slowly grinding his hips down on mine, letting me feel his erection through both our pants.
"Me neither, but I know I want it" he answered and I instantly felt the weight on my shoulder go away as I smiled back at him. I then ran my hands down his torso and to the zipper of his jeans, my eyes meeting his as I slowly pulled it down and then started to slid his jeans down. He helped me once again as the material was tightly hugging his legs and once he was only in his boxers, he did the same to my own pants, leaving us both in only our underwear as we stared into each other's eyes.
"Okay... Hum, now..." Luke started but I shushed him by kissing his lips gently; I then traced a line from his collarbone to the elastic of his boxers with my index finger and I placed my palm over his bulge, watching as his eyes grew wide and his breath seem to get struck in his throat.
I started palming him, enjoying the little groans and moans that left his mouth as I applied more and more pressure. Confidence started to take over me and I slid my hand inside his underwear in a bold move as he stiffened above me. I wrapped my hand around the base and moved it up and down a few time before focusing on his tip where a few drops of pre-cum had formed.
"Sto-op, that's enough" he pleaded as he grabbed my wrist and pulled my hand away from his member; I looked at him in confusion, wondering what I had done wrong but he let out a chuckle and kissed the tip of my nose before sliding his hands behind my back to unclasp my bra.
"I'm just... I want to last, once we actually get to the thing" he muttered and I nodded as he slid my bra straps down my arms. He threw it aside and his eyes immediately fell on my breasts as his hands started to massage them; I watched his every reaction as I was still scared he was going to find my body disgusting but all I could see in his eyes was admiration and once again, love. He leaned in and started to leave open-mouthed kisses all over them before wrapping his lips around my nipple.
I arched my back in pleasure as he sucked and flicked his tongue over it. My hips brushed over his erection and a small moan left his lips as he started grinding on me again, his bulge rubbing over my clothed clit and making it hard for me to contain myself. After a few minutes of us both enjoying those foreign feelings, he kissed his way down to my navel and grabbed the elastic of my panties before slowly sliding them down my legs.
It was the moment of truth for me; that was when I exposed the ugliest part of my body to the eyes of the boy I loved. He kissed each of my thighs before bringing his head to my level again and he kissed me feverishly before slowly bringing his hand to my center. He slid his middle finger up and down my slit, collecting my arousal as I tried my best to stay focused on the kiss. He then started to circle his finger on my clit and my body started to respond to him as he applied more and more pressure.
"Luke" I moaned as pleasure started to build inside of me. He withdrew his hands after a few more seconds and he pulled away before looking at me deep in the eyes.
"You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen" he breathed out and my heart constricted in my chest as I felt my cheeks getting red.
"You are too, Luke" I answered as I couldn't think of anything better to say. He seemed satisfied as he smiled at me before stretching his arm out toward his bed side table. He opened the drawer and grabbed a condom before closing it again and bringing his full attention back on me. He shakily opened the packet and he seemed really unsure as he pinched it and rolled it down his erect member.
"I'm so scared" he confessed once he had positioned himself at my entrance.
"I don't want to hurt you, I'm afraid I'm not going to last" he added and I placed my hand on his cheek before bringing my lips to his.
"This is probably going to hurt but I trust you and I want you to do it, Luke... And I'm sure you're going to be great, you already are" I reassured him and he grinned widely before finding my hands to lace his fingers with mine.
"Okay..." he breathed out before closing his eyes tightly and slowly entering me. It did hurt, quite a lot to be honest, but the physical pain was nothing compared to the warm feeling I felt inside. I was finally doing it and it was perfect so far. Once he was completely inside of me, he opened his eyes and looked at me with a worried expression, I smiled at him and grabbed the back of his neck to connect our lips.
He pulled out and started slowly rocking his hips, making sure I was comfortable before picking up his pace. I could feel his breath getting shallow as he pulled away from the kiss and rested his head in the crook of my neck.
"Oh my god, you feel so good" he moaned as I felt him twitch inside of me. Pleasure was slowly starting to spread over my whole body too and the feeling was really good; I was so happy in this moment I swear my heart could have exploded from all of it.
His thrusts soon became sloppy and I could tell he was trying to hold his orgasm in and as much as I wanted it to last for as long as we physically could, I also wanted him to be pleasured.
"It's okay, Luke, let go" I murmured into his ear and he let out a loud groan before stilling inside of me; he pressed his hips down against mine as I felt him release in the condom, his lips on my neck. I wined as he pulled out and when he looked at me, I noticed that his eyes held nothing but contentment and adoration and that was the only thing I wanted to see. He collapsed on top of me and wrapped his arms around me, his head finding the crook of my neck as we laid like that for a few minutes.
"But wait... You didn't... You didn't?" he suddenly asked as he head shot up. I laughed a little at his lost expression and shook my head before patting his own so that he would retrieve his previous position.
"No, but that's fine Luke, it was amazing" I said but a frown appeared on his face.
"No, I... Can I try... With my fingers?" he shyly asked as my eyes grew wide. I didn't know if I was ready for that but the look he was giving me was one you couldn't just say no to so I nodded and his fingers immediately found my center again.
He repeated his action from earlier before slowly inserting a finger in; he then brushed it over my front wall and I grabbed onto his free hand for support as I was met by pleasure again. He slowly unlaced our fingers and brought his hand to my clit, rubbing it at a slow pace as he pulled his finger in and out of me.
"Is that okay?" he asked as I threw my head back on the pillow.
"Aah.. shit yes" I moaned out as a knot started to form in the pit of my stomach. He picked up his pace and carefully added another finger as I grabbed onto the sheets and arched my back to try and contain the pleasure that was flooding me.
"Luuke!" I moaned and he kissed one of my hips in response as I felt a sudden and very powerful wave of pleasure wash over me. My toes curled and I uncontrollably bent my knees as I felt my inside clench, my first orgasm taking over every section of my body.
"Damn, Luke!" I finally let out as he pulled his fingers out and looked at me in awe. He made his way back up and slammed his lips down on mine before lying beside me and bringing my numb body against his.
"I can't believe how beautiful you are" he breathed against my hair as he kissed the top of my head. I smiled and wrapped my arms around him as a pure feeling of happiness made my heart beat faster than usual.
