I wake up to all blacknesse agine and im fucking tired of it like i have said allmost a million fucking times why is waking up a thing i then relize some thing is lying on my stomic i dont know what it is but then i feel wet ness and then sobs
M: jence ......Jence im...sorry for ....wh-at im about to do at least in the end of this year well both be dead
I imedtly recanize his astralian acsent that iv fallen in love with o feel the tears start to well up in my eyes and then stream down my face i hear the beeping start to increas and my start to shake how much more fucking pain could i take the pearson i love most is about to die one of my friends feels like he dosent evan know me every one feeling sorry for my mom while shes a fucking whore and how every pearson hates but then like i say to my self every fucking fucking day sence the 6th grade i deseve it i then feel the nurses and docters once agine and them shove michael out of the room i start to regain my vision i look a round and threw the window on the door i see michael get into the elavater i shoving every one off me and unpluging shit from me makeing me pool blood but i dont care run out of the room and to the stair whith nureses trailing behing i make it up to the roof i lock the door behind me as i step on to the rocky cement i see michael siting on the the railing writeing some thing i walk over to him blood driping and then makeing a puddle every step i take i go up and sit next to him he looks over and embrases me in a hug
