Give Me Love - A Zalfie Fanfiction

Chapter Five

Zoe's POV

It has been two weeks since I had ran away from Alfie after we kissed on the beach. I had never regretted anything more in my life not only had I ran away from Alfie I had also ran away from my true feelings for Alfie. Only now I had realised how much I actually liked Alfie and now I had wrecked both our friendship and possible relationship all because of my stupid anxiety. Alfie and I hadn't spoke since, it was horribly strange to not have a tweet, text or phone call from Alfie and the gap in my life without Alfie had become apparent. My family and Louise had noticed that I wasn't happy anymore, there was something different about me and it was all my fault.

I had spent the last two weeks staying at home on my laptop I had hardly left the house, I didn't know what to do anymore. Mine and Alfie's viewers had noticed that we weren't tweeting each other anymore and they had questioned both of us many times but we never replied perhaps it was to painful for both of us to actually admit that we had no friendship or relationship anymore. Alfie's tweets were mainly lyrics that linked to our situation and every time I read one I wanted to cry, I had fallen for Alfie and at the same time he had probably forgotten his feelings for me. But today I had to see Alfie as we were all meeting up in London to celebrate the launch of a new youtube channel 'Daily mix TV' I was dreading it.

Alfie's POV

Today I had to face Zoe. It had been two weeks since it had happened and nothing but Zoe had been on my mind. I couldn't stop thinking about her even though I didn't want to. As none of our friends knew that Zoe and I had become closer and then fallen out we would have to be civil with other or just avoid each other but it was going to be hard. I wanted nothing more than to wrap my arms around her waist and hold her just like the nights that we had spent at my flat. I still liked her and the feelings weren't going away.

I got of the train and headed to the event where we were all meeting. I approached the group sighing in relief as I released that Zoe hadn't arrived yet. I greeted Tanya, Jim, Marcus and Caspar, Jack and Finn and we waited for Zoe, Louise and Joe to arrive. I swear my heart stopped when I saw her. She looked stunning, she was wearing a tight black dress that flattered her figure and her makeup was flawless. I had to stop myself from walking over and hugging her, I kept on reminding myself that it was her that had walked away from me, she had left me and she had hurt me. I greeted Joe and Louise and I glanced at Zoe awaiting her reaction but she glanced straight past me and walked into Jacks arms. "You look beautiful tonight Zoe" I heard Jack say. My fists clenched as Zoe giggled and thanked him in reply. Fucking great I thought, I would have to witness their flirting all night. I was so jealous that should be me hugging Zoe, I should be the one holding her hand and caring for her not Jack, he was a flirt he probably didn't even like Zoe, she was just 'fit' and there for him to look at. Yes Zoe was beautiful but she was so much more than that and she was perfect for me but not anymore.

I spent the rest of the night wishing I wasn't there and I sat alone in the corner of the room drinking my sorrows away. I didn't even notice Louise walked over and say next to me. "Alf, you okay?" She asked me.

"No I'm not, I'm numb Lou. I don't want to feel this anymore, I can't deal with her being with him I like her too much Louise" I said as I hung my head to prevent Louise from seeing my eyes fill with tears.

"I always knew this was going to happen, it was inevitable that you two were going to like each other. You're perfect for each other Alf. But she's scared, she wasn't treated right in her last relationship and it broke her. When I see her with you, she's the Zoe that I know and love. She's happy, she's herself and I know what happened in Brighton Alf she told me. But you need to fix this, take it slowly and things will be perfect okay. The way you look at her is the way that every girl dreams to be treated. It'll all be fine Alf" Louise said as she hugged me. I smiled for the first time in weeks.

"That's what I've wanted to hear for these past two weeks Lou, thank you so much. I'm going to fix this and I'm going to fix her. She is what I need" I said as I figured at what I was going to do. I excused myself and I needed to leave the party, it wasn't where I wanted to be. I needed to go and plan what I was going to do. As I left the room I walked past Zoe and whispered in her ear "I miss you". It was too dark for her to see who it was but I hoped that she knew it was me because I was going to solve this, I was going to make her happy. Next week I was going to make it up to, with Joe involved I was going to go and surprise Zoe and I was going to go to her house.

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