No Choice [Anakin Skywalker Fanfic]

Chapter 5//Ruin The Plan

I woke up facing Anakin's back. His snoring was some what peaceful. Wait never mind. I checked the clock that read 7:00. Which is weird because normally he was up before me. I guess oversleeping 30 minutes isn't too bad. I couldn't help but feel so wrong about what happened last night. Well their was no intercourse,but kissing him .. Its against the code. And sleeping next to him especially. And the fact that I've only known him for a few days. The snoring stopped and Anakin turned over to look at me. He smiled at me, "Good Morning.".
I smiled back, "Good Morning Master.".
I pulled the covers off me and made my way to the bathroom to shower.

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I dried my hair up with the towel. Anakin patted the spot next to him. Motioning me to sit next to him. I walked over to wear he sat and sat beside him.
"I forgot something." He said.
He ran his fingers through a part of my hair began to braid it.
"What are you doing?" I asked him.
"Doing your padawan braid." He finished it up.
"So about last night-" I cut him off.
"Master Obi-Wan must be waiting for us downstairs." I changed the subject.
I walked out before he could and walked to the elevators.

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We stood in the arena with just Master Obi-Wan. Master Yoda was in the counsel room today. Today Master Anakin was not training me today. I was going to learn how to use the force.
"Just breathe and clear your mind." Master Obi-Wan instructed.
It was like meditating. I tried to clear my thoughts.
"Their is a barrel across the room, I want you to bring it to yourself." He said.
I focused on nothing else and stared at the barrel. I held my hand up. The barrel began to shake.
Then flashed of last night began to cloud my mind.  I tried to clear up my thoughts.
I put my hand down. Master Obi-Wan sighed.
"You need to focus on the center of your mind." He sounded almost frustrated.
Master Anakin stared at me from the bleachers. I cleared him from my mind and continued to use the force.
I was able to do it yesterday, but why not today? I used all my might. The barrel shook rapidly. It finally came to me.
I grinned, "I finally did it.".
"Very good, now we just have to practice that a couple more times. And were good for the day." He told me.

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Time had already gone by and I was eatting dinner in my room instead of the cafeteria. I didn't want Anakin to sit with me there. I was finishing up and I threw all of whats left in the trash.
I heard the sound of the lock click on the door. Which was opened by Master Anakin, looking confused as ever.
"Why are you eatting alone?" He asked me.
"No reason I Just felt like being alone." I said to him. I went to the otherside; my room. I shut the slode door behind me and shut the curtain. I heard the clicking sound which indicated he had followed me into my room. "Why have you been avoiding me all day?" He said a little hurt.
"I just don't want to fall in love with you."
The words that came out of my mouth sounded like it stabbed him in the heart. And I could tell by the look on his face.
"Its not you. Its just, I've only known you for a short amount of time. And its against the code.  I don't want to mess up your whole plan. And I want to become a Jedi.
Im sorry but I just can't sacrifice it." I said to him while sitting in the chair next to my window.

Anakin's P.O.V

Shes right. But theres just something about her that attracts me. Its just bliss. Its a natural attraction. Maybe I do have to get over her. I have to.
"You're right.. And I am just your master. I can't do this." My heart sank while saying that. Because to be honest, at this point, I didn't care about the code about Attachment. Its not me, its just something about her that makes me fall in love so quick. Since yesterday during training. Something that just got me.
"Im sorry, Master." She said with a pitiful look.
"Its okay. Good night." I said.
I left her room and shut the door behind me.
Tonight, I will sleep... and get over her.