I blush at Zachary unintentionally. I mean I was just sex dreaming about this hot ass guy and yet my "fiancée " is right downstairs waiting for me to come down and we can go and live our life's together. I keep thinking to myself. Andrew
is familiar, he's someone I want to be with at the moment but there's this longing inside of me for what I really want, what I want to venture and see.
This aching feeling that I want to choose what I want. And I know my parents might be disappointed but I still have to choose me.. right ? Fuck, I really wanna be selfish but I can't my parents are watching me in what I hope to be heaven. What am I supposed to do ? I look at Zach and watching as his puzzling blue eyes are peering back into mine and I can't help but wonder that maybe he's really what I need.
" Destiny. " Andrew says again.
" I'll be right down." Zach puzzling eyes turn to angry ones and I can't help but wonder what is on his mind.
" What are you thinking about right now? " I ask before my mind even catches up. I want so badly to walk out of this room and down to Andrew but my feet are cemented. I don't know what to do.
" I'm thinking about why that prick is downstairs calling for the women I love like he has a right too. For that matter why is his ass in my house." Zach is furious now and it's kindve turning me on.
God, when im around him I just down know what to do with myself. I just wish he would grab me and tell me i'm not going anywhere. and then it catches up to me... LOVE? Did Zach just say he loves me? my hearts breaks because the next words that come out of my mouth are not what my heart is telling me to say.
" I'm sorry, I don't love you. I NEVER WILL. My fiancée is waiting downstairs for me." His eyes flash down to my ring.
" goodbye Zach. " I whisper and I walk out of the room. I'm fighting back the tears because I felt like me and Zach had this bond. Something I couldn't explain. As I'm walking down the stairs Andrew is waiting down there for me. He wraps me in his arms and says " lets go home. " I nod and hold him tight.
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Living with the Allen Boys.
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