Living with the Allen Boys.

iChapter 20: pops the question?

Destiny's Point of View.

Where am I ? I keep my eyes closed because honestly I don't wanna open my eyes just yet. I feel around and clasp my silky covers. At least im in my bed I think to myself. I turn over and think of last night and how I must've hurt Zach's feelings but how can I be in a relationship with him when my mind is still in my last relationship? I look over at the clock and see that it's almost time to go. So I hop off the couch and go to my closet. Today's probably gonna be a bummy day because I'm not feeling so good myself. I throw my hair up in a bun and grab my ipod. Not bothering to put any makeup on. Who am I trying to impress anyways? I push play on my ipod and Miley cyrus's melodious voice bursts through my earphones.

- I came in like a wrecking ball

I never hit so hard in love

I feel her emotions. They hit me hard and in that moment. I don't know what I want with my life. It all is just hitting me so fast. Heartbreak. Death. Pain. Sorrow. I can't take it. I can't take this life I live. I close my eyes and count to three and head downstairs. I go and get in my car and drive to school.

My hands grip tight around my steering wheel and I just feel the tears coming I have to be strong. I go to reach down and grab something and that's when I hear the honk I jump up quick enough to swerve out of the way and make it to the side of the road . I'm breathing hard.

One.
Two.
Three.
I rest my head on the steering wheel for a second then start the car up again. My moms image comes into my head. Her hair is falling in black tresses around her face. I can't help but get blurry eyed.

" Mom." I whisper. I can hear her scolding me.

Destiny make sure your safe , make sure you check the rear view mirror , make sure your seat belts on. I loved my parents so much they always made sure I was secure . With all the money we had you would think that they would just hire a driving school to teach me but they wanted to be old fashioned and teach me themselves . I loved them for that.
I smiled to myself.

" Think of the positives des. " I said to myself.

I needed to make the best of what I did have the past is the past. I just needed to take it one day at a time. I drove into the school parking lot and there he was waiting for me with those beautiful eyes and I hopped out and walked up to him , he looked at me with a starry eyed look . I cocked my head and stared back. New beginnings. I leaned in and I closed my eyes. As much as I hated to admit it I wanted this kiss. I wanted it badly. He held me in place for a moment and that when his lips touched mine. He lightly placed his hand underneath my chin and I felt it the fireworks I heard about. They went off. I smiled into the kiss and he stepped back , he looked at me again and then slipped his hand into mine.

I left it there , it was warm and it was comfortable it was what I needed. We walked to class together and he dropped me off at my class . He kissed me once again before he left for his class. No words exchanged it was a comfortable silence. What's understood didn't need to be explained. I walked into my class and my body jolted. Andrew was right there taunting me with his eyes . Flashbacks of Him and her slid through my head I couldn't help but feel sick. I was lost in thought until I heard Mr. Xiong say " Have a seat Ms. Walters , will you? "

I sat down and opened my binder avoiding the menacing smiles I was receiving from my now ex boyfriend. I closed my eyes for a moment to think, barely noticing my eyes were droopy and I was tired. I was woken from my sleep when I felt a tap on my shoulder.

" Destiny ? " I heard a voice say. " Wake up sweetheart. " I opened my eyes to Andrew of course.

" What do you want. " I pleaded with him.

" Your hand. " He said.

" Why? " I asked him.

" Just because. " He said , even though I hated his presence at the moment I was still curious as to what was in his hand. I lifted my hand and inside was a soccer ball. I smiled for a second until he said " Open it. "

I cracked it open and inside was a letter.

Let's go back to our home Destiny. I made a mistake Forgive me , marry me...

I gasped.