Two weeks
Two weeks you have successfully avoid sans for two weeks
This was probably the most you have gone without seeing that asshole
" God ___ stop thinking about him, he isn't that important" it was three in the morning
" I hate HIM" you held your head, you were a sobbing mess, why did he make you feel this way, make you heart so bright and make the life bounce back into your eyes
"___" a soft voice on the other side of the door make your train of thought get derailed
"a-Alex...go to bed, it's to early for you to be up" you knew that Alex really wasn't the type of person to be okay the next morning having gotten no sleep
"___ I could say the same to you.....are you crying in there" the soft jiggle of your door knob made you sit up, throwing your legs off the bed and planting them on the floor
" No....just...go away Alex" the thought of Alex being worried about you made your heart drop, you hated seeing that boy sad, he was just way to nice
" I'm coming in ___ okay" you were about to interject, but it was to late, within a blink of an eye he was beside you
" Alex I'm fine really..." You sighed, even though you said you were fine you leant against him, Burying your face into his jacket.
"I hate you" you mumbled into his jacket, it smells just like syrup and cherries
"I hate you too" you smiled, this was yours and Alex's way of saying you loved each other
You and Alex were like siblings
Yeah he was annoying but he was your annoying,stupid,gross brother
" You want me to stay here for the rest of the night?" You sniffled nodding as he lay back in the bed
"You really gotta get over him, ___"
Yeah he knew all about this little crush
"It's hard..." Your eyes felt heavy
"This sans guy is really getting on my nerves"
'What did....he say'
"W-whaaaa..."
You stiffed off into sleep, everything was quiet, everything was still,
You could hear the beating of Alex's soul
You saw his soul...
Of the first time ever
It was beautiful
It was so clean
So pure
" I m, he-"
You faintly heard a voice
"Hello...?"
You looked around you
Everything went black, goopy, thick, you felt trapped
" no stop, stop it"
Your throat felt dry, your body weak, you've had this nightmare so many times
' call for help, I dare you, FRISK, TORIEL, PAPYRUS!' A deep dark voice rumbled all around you
You stayed quiet
'W...why aren't you calling for them'
*you stayed quiet
' d...don't look at me like that'
*You stayed quiet
' M-MOM DAD, CHARA'
" But nobody came...."
*you've lost your mind
' y-y-your soul..'
The flower looked at it as you stared right though him
' it's black....'
Yes, he was right, you were lost, your soul was lost, you were gone
' please don't kill me! Please!' Everything hurt, your head started ringing
" I DONT WANT TOO!" You shot us and out of sleep covered in sweat
" I-i....don't want....too" you sighed running a hand through your hair curling up into a ball
" I just want to forget"
