I had to get tested for cancer so I went. I was alone and nobody there to comfort me. doctors where asking me questions left to right non stop. I wanted to break down ,run and hid , curl up into a ball and cry. my vavo had died of cancer and I didn't want to. I was so scared and my boyfriend wasn't on so I couldn't tell him because he was busy. I wanted nothing more than to be in the safety of his loving arms as he held me and told me I was going to be fine. so I told some friends of mine on here just so they knew and I told them that I was being tested they kept telling me everything was going to be fine but in the I could hear the doctors and nurses whispering about how sad it was that im so young to have to go through this. when they were done testing I had to go home and wait for the results. when I got the call that I didn't have cancer and I was good I decided to keep quiet because why worry those who don't know if I didn't have it. I still haven't told him and it hurts me not to. my life was never easy and I don't see it becoming easy in the future. life likes to fuck me over all the time and im really getting sick of it. TO ALL THAT LOVE ME AND ARE READING THIS IM SORRY IF I DIDNT TELL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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RandomTheir are moments in life when we feel like nobody is listening to what you have to say or you feel like nobody cares. Well somewhere out there , there is somebody who does but you have to say it loud and clear for them to understand you. in thi...
