dear diary,(Its been a while since I last wrote so I might have forgotten how to start but hey who cares )
The sadness that is starting to surround me is becoming to much for me to smile and pretend to be happy anymore. the pain I feel no is becoming over bearing. I will always be here to protect and love my friends but honestly would anybody really care if I was no longer here. Im starting to think that it wouldn't really matter . im easily forgotten and if I did make you sad you would be over it in less than an hour. im not worth all the love I receive from all of you. im sorry if I hurt by saying so but its true. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't think I can handle it any more. I just wish I could be held by the ones who truly love me for me and told every thing would be fine and that they would be by my side every day but I know that that wish Is a bunch of bs. -sighs-
I LOVE YOU GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART. IM SORRY I DISAPPIONT YOU ALL <3
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