first cut at my heart

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the first time my heart was broken I cried for only a day

the second time I cried for a week

the third time I said fuck my life

the fourth was when a loved one died

the fifth was from a jackass who made me every every night

the sixth was a friend who fell for me

my heart bleads as I sit here and realize this

ive only ever cut myself once and that was tonight

the first cut to my heart that mattered to me so I had to let it out

I cant believe I was so naïve to believe   

but Im not much to make a fuss over

why does it matter to everybody

ive had a rough life that made me want to end the pain

but I could not ever

so when love came along where I loved back with all off me

I took a big chance

he hasn't let me down yet but what if I let him down

im not much to love

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