Chapter 11

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Harry's POV

 "Its amazing how much we have in common you know," I say with a smile on my face. It was true though. All of it. I've never seen a girl like Janni before or one who has an attitude like hers. For once in my life a girl was standing up for herself in front of me and she actually has respect for herself, which I like. The girls I hangout with usually wear tight dresses or shorts that don’t cover their bum, but they are all easy which makes it smoother to get off. Although, it is just a one time thing. They all are.

I keep on staring at Janni for a little while longer when she let's out a grunt. I raised an eyebrow, tracing down her arm to her hand where she is pointing at her feet.

"Yeah I never get why girls wear heels. I mean they are just going to hurt later."

"Your friend, Becca, gave me these and let me say, I absolutely despise them."

 I push my self off the porch and let out a light chuckle while standing in front of her. She looks at me confused until I began to remove the heels from her feet.

“Thanks,” she mumbles, still looking at her feet.

“No problem. Now you’ll just have to walk bare foot for the rest of the night.” I say while shoving my hands into my pockets.

“That’s why I brought these,” she says while reaching over to take her bag and placing it on her lap. She pulls out two scuffed up black converse and waves them with a small smile.

“I never like new things so I always scuff them up," she say while swiping her tongue across her bottom lip as she sets one of the shoes beside her and loosens the laces.

I watch carefully eyeing her and when I do look away I see girls smiling and winking at me. I rolled my eyes, getting tired of the same old girls that just want sex. Actually I shouldn't be talking because I do the same thing and they think I actually want them. It’s ridiculous how naive girls can be. I turn my attention back to Janni and she was now finished with her shoes. Why do I keep on coming to her apartment, I don’t know. I just love how annoyed she gets whenever I am near her or talk to her, but our talk just now might have calmed her down knowing the things we share in common. It actually made me smile cause no one really likes the same things I do, especially not a girl.

I take two steps forward to her placing my hands on either side of her, resting them on the porch. She looked stunned by my actions, but she doesn't stop me. Maybe she’s warming up to me. I look into her eyes then down to her lips. Two hands immediately lay on my chest and pushed me back slightly.

“Do you really want to do that,” She questions and I can feel her foot rising up my leg to my crotch.

“Cause I’m not afraid to…” she trails off as she places her foot right beneath me.

I look down afraid, covering it up with a smirk. Hopefully she won’t really do it. Then again she did kick some ass earlier and it is a cheap shot.

I shrug my shoulders and I start leaning into her. That’s when a wave of pain hit me hard and expands right away. I hit the floor instantly and the agonizing pain tore throughout my entire body. I must look like a small child due to the fetal position I’m in right now, gasping for air.

“Told ya,” Janni says as she pushes herself off the porch and inside the house with her bag in hand.

I tried to think of a come back, but the only thing that came out was a small whining voice trying to fill my lungs with air. I began to say something, but it came out as high pitch. I quickly cough to regain my voice back and praying the pain would go away. I finally had the strength to pull myself up, bending over trying to recover from that blow out to my balls. 

"Harry you okay," I hear someone mimick my high voice from before and then a group of laughter burst behind me. I turn still holding onto my ballsack feeling if I don't they might fall off. Niall stands in the middle with the rest of the lads and two girls.

“Fuck off!” I yell still containing that annoying voice. Again they all laugh at me as I cough again.

“The first girl that ever rejects Harry Styles. Oh that was a good show. First mason, now you. How many asses does Janni have to kick tonight?," Zayn slurs while laughing.

“She’s a real bitch,” one of girls say, I can’t really remember her name at the moment.

“What,” I say getting mad.

“She’s a bitch,” She says again.

“Don’t ever say that,” I say through gritted teeth.

“Harry calm down. Why are you defending her anyways? She clearly doesn’t like you,” Niall says, talking a sip from his drink.

“And what makes you say that,” I snap. She likes me, right?

“Because she destroyed your nuts just a minute ago,” he laughs.

The more they talk about this it makes me even more angrier. I make my way pass them and into the house walking the pain off. I didn''t want to talk to anyone right now so I climb up the stairs and walk into the guest bedroom and lock it so no one can bother me. I want this day to me over. The feeling of being rejected never happens to me and it feels horrible knowing my friends were even watching me being rejected and they will probably hang this over my head and won’t shut the hell up about it. But the thing that made me angry the most is how dare they talk shit about Janni. Or at least that one girl. I can’t believe I’m even thinking about this. Janni kicked me in the most vulnerable spot but I don’t think she’s a bitch and I still want to talk to her?My thoughts were interrupted by the sound by a flushing of a toilet and coughing. I sit up and wait until the door opens.

“This room is already occupied,” Janni says with a smirk as she closes the bathroom door behind her.

“To be completely honest you did say you would stay with me tonight,” I say, putting the emphasis on me.

“You still want to talk to me after that,” she says while pointing to my crotch and of course my hand was still cupping myself. I quickly remove my hand as I feel my cheeks grow hot. Why was I blushing, I never blush.I just nod my head unsure what to say next.

“Then move over,” she tells me and I scoot a little bit.

“Look the only reason I did that was because you came onto me. You understand that don’t you. Plus I did give you a warning before.”

“I didn’t think you would actually do it.” I laugh nervously. 

" When I say I'll do something I mean it." 

"I'll keep that in mind," I say. 

Janni takes the sheets and pulls them down then after categorizing the pillows the way she wants them to be set in. I would try and move a pillow and she would get pissed off and places the pillow exactly where it was before. 

"One rule," she says while looking straight into my eyes," No touching."

How am I not suppose to touch a girl, especially one that I'm attracted to, and that is sleeping in the same bed as me. She pulled the covers over herself and turned on her side away from me. I laid down on my back my mind swirling. I can't even think straight and it's hurting my brain. I stay their just staring at the blank cieling trying to clear all of my thoughts of Janni.

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