Starting all over again

Chapter 10

Linda's PoV
I was really depressed , Zayn has not even called me..not even a message..I don't why but I felt sick from the morning I've been feeling nauseous. I didn't wanna eat anything so this was my 5 cup of a strong coffee..I looked like a complete mess.
The doorbell ring the maid told me that lily was here . If you're thinking I am angry at her then you're wrong coz it's my fault..
Lily came  with a bag which she probably wanted to return.
I saw the broach was in there tears started streaming from my eyes .
Lily asked me what had happened , I explained the whole thing to her.
She took all the blame on herself.i told her that if wasn't her fault.
L: have you eaten anything?
Me: no , I just drank a few mugs of coffee actually I feel sick
L: can it be that you're  pregnant...??
Me: can it be so ??but my baby will have to grow up without his biological father.. Zayn will never come back..
L: it gonna be fine lindy.
Me: wat will I tell mum n dad that I got pregnant and the guy who was involved with it is now gone
L:  they will understand
Me: I hope so