Starting all over again

Chapter :6

Zayn's p.o.v

I just can't believe my ears ..perrie passed away ...and it's all because of me ..if I would have not taken her to that picnic spot ,she would have been alive .... :(

" where are my kids ???..."I asked the nurse ."sir ,they were waiting for you in the waiting room" she replied.."could u plz bring them here??" "sure sir"..

"dadyyyyyyyyyyyyy.."i could hear jordan yelling ..."Hey baby ..how have u been ..??" "very well daddy"...."Zaynyy pa r u forgetting something??" shaaz asked "of cource not .."and then I pulled him in for a hug.."no daddy u r still forgetting someone .."he said "who??.." I was confused ..ohh..may be the boys ...."mommyy..." he said "baby ..mom is not here right now but she'll be back soon ".."no daddy mom is here in the canteen.." he said ran away ...

"Daddy ..momma is here .."he came back running ...

I waited for the girl to step in to my surprise it was none other than lindyy ..but how cud she teach my son to call her mommy when his mother is perrie not she...I felt so disgusted ...anger started build up in me she is my best friend ...!!!!!!!!

She so my face which must be weird now ,so she started to get hyper " I am so sry zayn it is not what u think I did not teach shaaz to call me momma he himself started call me that and i would never take perrie's place ..never in my life"she said it without taking a break ...then I turned towards her and smiled ,it wasn't her fault ...she looks so cute when she gets nervous .. :)

" I just don't really remember why did we break up ..sry if i am hurting u by saying so.." I asked her .."I don't noe that myself ..maybe it was due to that we were really far.. the long distance ..relationship "she replied ..."I didn't want us to end lyk dat "I said .."same here " she said and we burst out laughing ....