The madness 4. 5 ( Jaxx's Past / Extra Story)

Chapter 10: trust issues

Next morning Jaxx's eyes slowly flutter open as the rays of light peeked into the curtains. It took him a moment to  feel the warmness of the other male in his arms.

At first he though he dream the whole thing , but after waking up like this he was pretty sure it did happen.

And that's when regret hit him. He had just cheated on Gavin. Yet for the first time in a very long time, he slept peacefully, even say Gavin in his dreams, as he remember those good old days they spent together in the past. Days that would never return.

Looking lost in though for a moment, Jaxx looked at his tan skin companion. He  tried not to move much not to awaken him. Leo still slept peacefully in his arms, looking innocent for a change.

Being clean from the drugs in his system he could finally appreciate how good looking this boy was. He still couldn't believe a guy like this would give him the time of day.

Jaxx slowly moved Leo's bangs off his face as he took a better look at his features. He wonder what could had driven a boy so young to a life like this. Yet he was not one to judge, he has not exactly been making the best decisions recently.

" you know, if you want to go again all you have to do is ask " leo said as his eyes slowly open carrying a sleepy expression to them " your hard already " he said as a smirk took over his lips.

" oh sorry... I .. I didn't mean to wake you" jaxx said nervously as he moved a bit to the side so Leo could stretch and have some space.

" nah its fine, i usually don't spend the night, most fucks kick me out before morning " leo said sitting up a bit, before his features got tense. He was still feeling their rounds form last night, but he was doing his best to hide it.

" want some pain killers ?" Jaxx said worriedly, as he knew that look pretty well. Gavin was usually useless the day after they fucked... " i mean like i said yesterday, you can stay until you feel better"

Leo looked down as he was not sure if showing weakness would be good. After all he should be used to this by now, other guys woundn't like it if he was a wreck next morning. Thats why he usually made it out of the house before they noticed, that way he could steal anything he needed and go sleep it off somewhere else.

Then again Jaxx's rough lovemaking was anything but normal. Aziel was not kidding when he said Leo was getting paid lots to endure what most couldn't. 

" yah... Those would be nice " Leo said laying back a bit as he tried to relax " do you have a smoke ? " he said feeling a headache of hell from both the drugs and the alcohol.

" Sure" Jaxx said getting up from the bed as he stumbled a bit before heading downstairs.

It a couple of minutes he came back with two bowls of cereal, some pain killers and in his mouth a pack of cigarettes.

" hope you like fruitloops" Jaxx said clumsily as he handed Leo the plate.

Leo in return gave him a doubtful look. He was not used to such compassion from a stranger . "Thanks " he said as he grabbed the things out of the males hands and let his eyes follow him until he threw himself in the bed next to him.

Jaxx  turned on the TV as he began to eat from his plate.

Leo looked down at his cereal as he grabbed the pills from the bottle swallowing  them without water.  He usually didn't have anything to drink them with anyways.

He was not much of a fan of cereal but then again, Leo didn't remember the last time he ate. Was it the night before ? Or a couple of days back.

At at time like this that cereal looked rather tempting.

Leo slowly began to eat, as he eyed Jaxx from the corner of his eyes. Should he say something ? Or would that make it weird.

Jaxx finished his plate and lit a smoke. He stared at the Tv, like having Leo over felt normal.

Leo was surprised, he expected the son of that guy that trained him to be ruthless, but Jaxx was very sweet.

Taking a better look at him, he was glad this guy was good looking with or without drugs in his system. It would make his job easier.

The door of the room slowly open as Mojō walked in. Without asking he laid between Leo's legs, purring away.

" oh ... Sorry " jaxx said leaning forward to move Mojō but Leo chuckled a bit and stopped him " nah its fine, let him be, i don't mind"!

A smirk grew on Jaxx's lips as he laid back on the bed, placing the empty bowl of cereal down.

After a few bites, Leo gave Jaxx his plate. " i am full... " he said honestly. After all since he bearly ate his stomach had shrunk.

"So ummm would it be ok if i sleep for a bit more ?" He asked as his cheeks flustered a bit. Was it wise to let his guard down like this ? 

Jaxx gave him a weak smile " sure... " Jaxx replied as he felt leo cuddled up against his shoulder .

" is it ok if i lay on you? " he asked. After all Leo would hate to admit it but he liked cuddling once in a while, as well as sleeping comftablely  and warmly. Which was something he didn't get very often.

Jaxx smiled as he laid back a bit so leo could crawl over him easier. closing his eyes leo wad  slowly falling asleep once more.

This was not too bad, Leo though. He could use a friend. After all he had nothing since he lost Devin so this was surely a breath of fresh air.