Tragic Love (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 6.

A/N

Right on time! See  you next weak guys!

(Sorry for any spelling/grammar errors)

Chapter 6.

-----Ain's pov-----

Day six huh..

I DON'T WANNA GO TO REHAB TODAY IT'S SO EMBARRASSING, ALEC SAW ME HUGGING SEIKI!!

I calmed down from my panic attack and took a deep breath.

What if he hates me now? I mean, there's many homophobes out there and even if there isn't anything between me and Seiki I bet it looked like there was..

What if he'll just ignore me or taunt me because he thinks I'm gay.

Wait a minute. Why do I even care about what he thinks? I don't even like him and we won't meet after this week anyways. I'll just tell him that it wasn't like that and then we'll part ways.

Yeah, that's good.

"Deep in thoughts huh?"

I jolted up at the sudden voice and almost let out a scream.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." Claire said and laughed.

"Oh, hi Claire."

Claire came everyday before the rehab to talk and see if I had remembered anything new. Whe had become great friends and she was almost like a sister to me.

"What is it? You seem troubled." As usual Clair directly saw that something was wrong.

"Well.. It's not a big deal." I know I wouldn't get away without telling her but at least I tried.

"Ain, you know you can tell me." Claire said nicely

"You don't need to worry really it's okay." Claire started smiling a way to sweet smile that would give anyone chills.

"Ain. You're going to tell me now. If you don't want to be hospitalized for another week that is. Do you understand dear?" She was giving me way to many chills. I could feel my heart melt because of the chills she caused.

I pouted.

"Fine." I said and crossed my arms.

"Good boy."

"Do you know who Alec is?"

"You mean that boy you always talk to on the way back from rehab? Yes I know who he is."

"Well.. yesterday Seiki came after the rehab and he hugged me..." I hesitated.

"What does that have to do with Alec?" Claire asked.

"Well.. He saw it and now I'm afraid he might think there's something between me and Seiki." I finnished.

"Hmm.. Well Alec is your friend, right?"

"I guess.."

"Then you should just explane to him. If he doesn't accept you just because you're gay you're not real friends." Claire explained.

"But I'm not gay." I was still a bit confused.

"Before you explain he will show if he accepts it or not. Claire said.

"I see. Thank you Claire. I'll try. She smiled and patted my head.

"You'll be fine" She said.

*****

I stepped out of the door nervous as fuck.

I expected him to stand at his usual place but when I turned that way he wasn't there.

"He isn't here huh.." I said quietly to myself. I felt disappointed, no I felt sad. For some reason I felt sad.

I went to the rehab to see him already being there.

Under the whole hour he didn't look at me once.

It wans't untill afterwards he came to me.

"Um.. I just want to say sorry for yesterday, I didn't mean to interupt you and your boyfriend. We can still be friends right?" I didn't belive my ears.

"Seiki isn't my boyfriend you know. He's my best friend."

"Seriously? Wow.. Well if you say so, it doesn't really matter tho."

"It doesn't matter?" I was suprised.

"Why would it matter?" Alec asked.

".... I don't know.." I answered not knowing what to say.

"Come" We went to one of the mirrors in the room.

"Look at yourself." He told me.

And so, for the first since I woke up, I looked at myself.

I had black short hair and I was kind of pale. but I already knew that. I looked at my eye wich I didn't know the color of. It were a light shade of gray. the other eye had a bandage-looking thing over it and I wondered how it looked.

"What do you see?" Alec asked me.

"Myself of course, are you high on painkillers or something?" I answered.

"And you're Ain right?" He ignored my insult.

"Yes."

"Would that picture in the mirror change if you'd start liking someone?"

"Of course it wouldn't" I said, not really sure were he was going.

"Exactly. So if you were gay or straight wouldn't matter, you're still the same person."

I didn't know what to say. He said it so natrual.

"Come on, let's go now." He said and we went back to our rooms.

*****

Seiki was already there when I came back.

"How did it go?" He asked.

"Do you mean the thing with Alec? Yeah it went good."

"He didn't do anything right?" Seiki sounded worried.

"No. I don't think he'd care even if ther were a thing between us."

".. That's great!" Seiki said and smiled.

.... No he didn't smile.. His mouth smiled but his eyes looked sad..

The sadness disapered as we started talking about something else.

Maby it was just me.. I thought.

A/N

Keep Alec's words in your minds. It does not matter if you're straight, bi, gay, demi, asexual, aromantic, pan, trans or anything else, you are still you!!