Just A Broken Man

Crazy

When Cas told Dean that it was over, he was furious. He couldn't stand the thought of them not living together. So he kidnapped Cas; knocked him out and tied him down to a chair in the basement of his house. He couldn't, wouldn't, live with Cas in his life. Dean had seen that Cas was awake so he walked out from the dark of the room. "Hey, you're awake." Dean smiled.

Cas looked around, his eyes wide in panic. "Dean? What-" Cas tugged on the ropes and jerked back and forth on the chair. "Dean I get that you're mad.. but this isn't funny. Let me go."

"I can't let you go. I can't." Dean got closer and sat in the chair that was in front of Cas. "And when you said we were done I didn't know what to do, but then I got an idea from the voices that said to take you. We can be together now again. I don't know why you left me and it hurt really bad when you did.." Dean rubbed Cas' wrist with his thumb.

Cas flinched but was unable to pull away swallowing heavily. "I'm sorry things ended the way they did but you have to let me go.. please." Cas' breathing quickend slightly as he tried not to panic.

Dean growled. "Cas, I'm /not/ gonna let you go. The voices say it'll be bad if I do." Dean's voice got sweet again. "And you can stay here as long as I want cause I texted everyone on your phone that you were going on vacation." Dean smiled with a soft chuckle.

Cas shook his head vigorously as he tugged harder on the ropes, his eyes widened. "Dean no- you can't do this, you can't just keep me here. This is kidnapping!" He shouted, hoping someone would hear him.

Dean grabbed Cas' wrists hard, standing up. "Stop! Stop! Stop!" Dean yelled before he took a few breathes to calm himself down. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell. The voices said it would help.." Dean smiled and kissed Cas' hand. "Please, just stop cause I can't let you go but can I do anything to make you more comfortable?"

Cas shook his head and stayed silent. His hands were clenched into fists and he stared at the ground, trying to stop his entire body from trembling.

Dean smiled. "Okay, I'm gonna go grab a drink of coffee. Don't you want anything?" He said, standing up. Cas again, didn't respond, staring angrily at the ground.

"I'll take that as a no." Dean pulled Cas' chin up to look eye to eye. "I'm not gonna let you go, but I do love you more than you can imagine.." Dean smiled then walked upstairs to get his coffee.

Cas returned his look with a glare, sighing softly as Dean left. As soon as he was up the stairs, he began to scoot his chair over to the knife on the table. Dean wanted to be nice so he went to the store to get some pie for Cas as well. He came back 20 minutes later and knocked on the basement door, before he came downstairs. He looked at the pie in his hand and smiled at it. "Okay, Cas I got you some pie cause the voices said it would be a nice thing to do.."

Cas froze, immediately dropping the knife. "Pie..?" He asked in a quiet voice and gulped nervously. "Dean this isn't what it looks like- I just needed to cut myself loose because I had to go to the bathroom.

Dean was getting angry before he closed his eyes and took deep breaths to calm down. He smiled and opened his eyes walking closer to Cas. He kissed Cas' cheek. "Okay, just tell me next time." Dean smiled and handed Cas his pie. "It's your favorite." Dean gave Cas a fork and sat Cas back down but didn't tie him again. Dean sat down as well. "And it's all wrapped up and from the store cause I was afraid you wouldn't trust me if I made it myself." Dean looked down with a slight frown the back up with a smile.

Cas looked down at the plate and hesitantly picked it up, taking s forkful. "Thank you..." he mumbled around the mouthful and swallowed his bite. "The pie you make is quite good, I'd trust you enough to eat it... I think."

Dean chuckled softly. "It's okay Cas. Just enjoy your pie." Dean smiled standing back up. "Umm, did you still need to use the bathroom?"

Cas shook his head and chuckled although it sounded forced. "I can save it until after I finish the pie. It tastes amazing. "

Dean smiled and sat back down, thinking nothing of the tone in Cas' voice. "Okay." Dean smiled grabbing his coffee that he brought down with the pie.

Castiel finished his pie a few minutes later ad set his plate on the chair. "I'll be back in a few." He started up the stairs, trying to walk as casually as he could.

Dean was confused and ran to him, grabbing his arm and turning Cas towards him. "Not without me." Dean looked straight into his eyes. "Where are you going?"

Cas frowned and looked down at the hand on his arm. "To the bathroom, it's kind of a private thing?" He raised a brow convincingly.

"I'll wait outside the door." Dean lead Cas to the bathroom with no windows and only that one door to go in and out.

Cas sighed and unzipped his pants, doing his business before looking around the bathroom for a weapon. There was a razor to shave and a piece of broken glass from the mirror but that was about it. Dean waited outside, whistling a sweet tune that Cas always fell asleep to when Dean sang it to him. Cas stiffened at the sound of the song, his expression growing heavy. He didn't want to do this but Dean was leaving him no choice. He'd just leave and stay at his brother's, hopefully talk Dean back to his senses the next day. He picked up the glass, creaking the door open.

Dean smiled and took Cas' hand that wasn't holding the glass and intertwined their fingers. "Do you remember that tune? I used to sing you to sleep to it every night. It was your favorite. Anyway, ready to go back downstairs; and I won't tie you again."

Cas nodded guiltily. "I do..." he sighed softly and squeezed his hand. "I'm sorry Dean." He quickly drove the glass into his leg, not too deep to bleed heavily but enough for him to fall over. He pulled his hand away and ran for the door.

Dean screamed and fell to the floor. Tears immediately filled his eyes and he started crying hard from pain in his leg and pain from Cas leaving again. "CAAASSSS! DONT GO! I LOVE YOU! ...." Dean looked down at his leg and held the glass so it wouldn't move around. He crawled to the bathroom and got a wrap. Dean's vision went a little blurry but not much. He poured alcohol over his leg and screamed louder; so loud Cas could hear. Dean then wrapped his leg up after taking the glass out. He tried to stand, but passed out.

Castiel swallowed heavily and blinked back tears as he ran out the door and down the street, choking back a sob. He managed to get a cab and got a ride to his brother's house. He stepped in without a word and plopped down on the couch, breathing shakily.