SECRETS

Chapther five.

(A/n I'm sorry if this chapter is all over the place. No onE reads my stuff anyway I think so who cares? Lol)

Logan asked me out and on valentines day. Who would've thought? I've never had a valentines date.. Am I supposed to dress nice? Oh god. I have no clue what I'm doing. I took a long look at my wardrobe and saw a few things that I thought were okay. I tried them on and sent pictures to Alyssa. What? You didn't think I would go without having my best friends help did you?  She told me her favorite so that's what I chose to wear. It was simple I guess, just a medium length dress with lace on the shoulders and a bit on the back. The dress was red, the lace was black. I wore my converse of course. I curled my hair slightly and did a slight smokey eye. I've never been so nervous in my life. I actually really like Logan, for real he's perfect.

••time skip••

"You look absolutely stunning, Bea." Logan says things in the most sweetest ways.
"It's just a dress." I'm laughing because I'm nervous. Okay.
"I was meaning you in general, you look stunning all the time."
There was a silence. Sorta awkward.
"So, shall we leave then?" I decided to finally say.
"Oh yeah, how do you like Italian?"
"It's sounds great." I smiled at him and he smiled back. I love his smile so much. We made small talk and he made a few jokes. I texted Alyssa every so often to keep her updated. When we eventually got to the restaurant everyone it was kinda busy. I guess it showed I was nervous because he took my hand.
"It's alright, you're alright." He just squeezed my hand. It felt so comforting. His hands were a pretty good bit bigger than mine.
"This is a nice place, are you sure it's not too expensive?" I really didn't want to be a bother.
"Don't worry about it. I know the owners." I laughed
I just smiled a shook my head. We ordered and he ate pretty fast, I've never been a fast eater. I didn't eat all of it ether. So yeah.
"Bea?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you um, wanna get outta here?" He kinda got nervous I think.
"Sure." I smiled.
So we left and he took me to his house. No one seemed to be home.
Pretty big place honestly, it had a lot of wolves on the walls, Beautiful paintings though.
He led me up to his room, and we played a few video games and chatted. He stopped everything a just looked at me.
"What?" I laughed
"You're just so beautiful."
I felt myself blush
"I'm not that beau-"
He kissed me. Kissed me hard. I of course kissed back. So that turned into a makeout session. He was such a good kisser. He pulled away and just starred at me again.
"Bea, I think I love you."
"I love you too, Logan."
He smiled and kissed me again, but only a peck this time. After that we just laid there and cuddle a bit. He was so warm. God damn it. I wish I could stay like this forever.