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February 22 2016

All last night I was thinking how I need a distraction to help me be less depressed about Cody and this morning when I woke up I got a Facebook message from a guy friend of mine asking me to come over. We have been friends off and on for 4 years almost 5 years actually. He took my virginity 2 years ago and we would've kept up having sex if my best friend didn't stop me from going over a second time. While I have been going through a divorce I have kept in contact with him and I have gone over there now twice. Nobody knows that the Times I went over we had sex and now after I left his house Cody texted me like nothing ever happened. I'm so confused on what he wants from me, my guy friend was a good distraction while it lasted but now I need to know what's gonna happen with me and Cody now that he's talking to me again.