Why can't he? (ZIALL FANFIC)

Zayns awakening??

ZAYNS P.O.V

It was dark and I couldn't move. I felt trapped. I miss him so bad. he cant forget me. I felt the tears fall down my face, I don't want to be left alone again I want to stay by his side. why does this have to to happen? Maybe I could just stay here and forget everything even myself...

My heart felt broken and the tears kept falling. Then my face felt warm. Why did the tears feel warm? I felt someones hand on my face. I felt this feeling before. what was going on? I heard faint singing. I think it was happy birthday..? I started to sing along.

"Happy..birthday...to..you" my throat hurt... like I hadn't drank water in forever. "happy..birthday...to..you"

"happy... birthday ...to..zayn..happy birthday ...to you.." that's right its my birthday.. some specail day... why did I have to die

I wanted to be by his side. To be able to kiss him and love him.. I knew it wouldn't be able to happen though somewhere deep inside me. I have had other experience with love and other people who I was sent to but I was never able to touch them. they would say they were in love but then forget me... I don't want him to forget..

I have to make him remember. I have to go find him.. I have to get out of this state somehow and find him. all of a sudden I got this uneasy feeling. "ST-OP IT...Z-AYN-- HELP ME!!"

niall???? does he need my help? I need to get out and find him. What's going on. Why is he screaming stop it. No I need to protect him. But my body feels so heavy and I cant move. This feeling is terrible. knowing you cant help someone you really love.. I wanted to break down.. I HATE THIS! WHY WHY WHY ... I cant do this anymore! I want to see him right now... I felt the tears fall from my face even more then before. Then my body jolted in pain. It was unbarrable. What's going on. It hurts... make it stop ... Anna ...help me.. Then I heard him yelling and I couldn't make out every word.

"ZAYN WAKE --DO YOU HEAR -- WAKE UP...WAKE UP HURRY PLEASE AND WAKE UP.. ---- I WISH FOR YOU --- WAKE UP.....YOU ARE ALIVE DO U HEAR ME ZAYN--WAKE UP... Z---"

What's going on. Alive did he say alive. No I cant be I'm dead and Anna was holding me the council said I was dead. Does this mean niall remembers me?

"your alive zayn" the council said and stopped my thought

"Your in a coma .. haha pour little niall what a stupied boy.. I wanted to keep you just a little bit more.. we talked to niall at the hospital when he turned the corner "

What? is that why he forgot me? I felt anger rush through me I wanted to get them. But I couldnt speak.

"we told him if he could remember you before both of your birthdays end by himself then... you'll wake up.. but in return.. he will never remember you again.. " I felt pain like I just got stabbed.. why did they do this. Its his birthday to? he never told me..

"hurry zayn... leave us or we will keep both of you" they said laughing... both of us what am I suposse to do? ?

"niall is such a good boy... hurry zayn or he will be ours" no they cant take him. I felt fear inside me. were they going to hurt him? no please no!

I started to grip my hands on anything I could grab. pain rushed through my body like a thousand needles. I could feel my heart beat increase. Then I felt something cold hit my face. ...tears..?

I felt like I was shaking. I have to help niall. I have to find him! they cant take him!! NO! !

My eyes shot open. The light hurt my eyes. I heard a lot of talking and people feet running to were I was. I turned my head and it was 11:59 . I heard a women crying but I didn't turn to see who it was. I was laying down in a bed and I felt I was thousand pounds. my chest was shown and they had machines hooked up to me. what's going on. I started to panic.