My Life Saver (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 12

I wake up and I remember I'm at Louis' house. He is still sleeping. I put my clothes on.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm just changing my clothes, goodmorning by the way," I laugh.

"Goodmorning sweetie."

We eat breakfast together but then I have to go, I really need to study. I kiss him goodbye and he kisses me back.

I study for a few hours, but I can't really concentrate on it. iI have a lot of homework to do for tomorrow, but I don't really care. I think about Louis the whole time. I never thought I would actually love someone after a few days.

*I love you*, I text him

*I love you too baby*

I try to focus on my homework, but I can't stop thinking about him. I'm figuring out what our future would be like. Maybe it's too soon but I really know I love him and I won't ever love someone else.

I decide to stop studying, and watch tv. It isn't interesting at all, but everything is better than studying.

My phone vibrates. It's Harry. Ugh, what does he want this time?

*Can I come over to your house?*

Sigh.

*No, I'm studying,* I lie.

*I'm coming in a few minutes*

What?! I told him I'm studying. What the hell is wrong with him?

*No, you aren't. I told you I'm studying.*

He doesn't answer.

I really don't understand him. First, he was the only one who talked to me, I thought I was his friend, then he tries to kiss me and now he's just acting weird? I'm really wondering what he wants from me.

I keep watching tv for a few more minutes, but then I stop watching because it's so boring. I read one of my favorite books. It's about a girl who's in love with a boy, but he doesn't know it. After a while he likes her too and then a relationship follows.

I hear a knock on the door. I walk towards the door and open it. It's Harry. Sigh.

"What are you doing? I told you not to come."

"I know, but I just want to see you."

"Why?"

"I just want to see you."

I can send him away.. but i'm actually wondering why he's acting so weird so I decide not to do it.

He sits down on the couch without even asking.

"Who gave you permission to sit there?" "Me." "Sure, pretend like your home," I say and roll my eyes.

"Why did you kiss me last Friday?" "I didn't, you pushed me away." "Yea, but why did you even try?" "I don't know, I just wanted to kiss you." Oh.

"Can we just be friends again?" "Sure." "And promise me that you won't kiss me again?" "Okay," he says but rolls his eyes.

"So, what do you want to do?" he asks. "I don't know, I was studying, but then you came here." "Wanna watch tv?" "Sure."

We watch a talent show. It's actually funny.

After we watched it for about 20 minutes, Harry moves close to me. "What are you doing?" "I'm moving closer to you?" "Yea, I see, but why?" He doesn't answer. Why is he doing so weird all the time? I wanna sit far away from him now but I can't.

He turns his head to face me and kisses me on my mouth. His lips are so soft, it feels much more better than when I kiss Louis. I kiss him back and I feel his tongue touching mine. I can't deny, it feels so good. We keep kissing each other for a few minutes but then I realise I have a boyfriend.

Why am I even kissing this punk boy? I have a boyfriend, I can't do this to him. I push him away from me. "What are you doing?" "I-I have a boyfriend?" "So why do you kiss me then?" "I-I don't know, sorry." "But you wanted to kiss me, I guess, because you kissed me back?" "Yea, no. It was wrong, sorry.

Why does he always aks me questions like these? It really annoys me.

But why do you want to kiss me?" "Because you're so sexy, I already told you that." "I think you should go." "No." "Yes, please go now." "No, I want you."

He wants me?! Probably he says this to every girl. I feel so bad for doing this. I really don't know what's wrong with me.

"You don't want me, you just want to kiss every girl." "No, I really like you." "I don't believe you." "And you want me, or you wouldn't kiss me back."

He thinks I want him too?! There's know way that's possible. He has so many tattoos, he has a lip ring, he's definitely not my type. And besides I will get in trouble with my parents if he will be my boyfriend.

"I don't want you." "Kiss me." "No." "Kiss me."

I lean in to kiss him.

I really have no idea why I am doing this. The feeling of him kissing me just overtakes me, I think.

We lay down on the couch and keep kissing. He runs with his fingers through my hair. I really should stop him, but I don't want to. We keep kssing until he suddenly stops.

"What are you doing?" "You really want me don't you?" "I don't know." "That's a yes, right?" "I don't know. You should go now." "Why?" "It's already late and I shouldn't be doing this." "I'm only going if you promise to meet me tomorrow." "No, 'don't promise that." "Then I'm not going?" "Okay, okay, I'll meet you tomorrow." "Bye baby." "Bye."

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