Chapter 6

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A car drove into my street. It must be Harry. He stepped out of the car and walked towards my door.

"Hi."

"Hi."

We walked inside and sat on the couch. We smiled a little uncomfortable at each other.

"Do you want something to drink?"

"Yes, a cola would be nice."

"Sure."

We spent a long time telling about our lives. I told him my whole story, and it was the first time soneone listened to me. It felt really good to talk with someone about my problems. I doubt wheter I should tell him about my thoughts of committing suicide. Maybe I should tell him, because he seems to be the only person who's actually interested in my story.

"Harry?", I said with a gentle voice. "Yes, Jade." "Can you help me with something?" "Of course, what's it?" "I really hate my life as you already know, but sometimes I think about committing suicide." "What, why would you do that?", he interrupted me. "Because everyone send hate to me, and I'm totally done with it and everyone else." I felt tears in my eyes. "Jade, you shouldn't think that way." "Yes, because nobody likes me." "But I'm not being rude to you." "I know, but there are so many other people from my class who bully me the whole time."

Harry noticed that I almost cried. He laid his arm around me. "I'll help you, just say what I have to do." "I just don't know what you could do, the people from our class won't ever stop bullying me."

I started to cry. I didn't want Harry to see me cry, but it was already too late. "Are you okay?" "Sorry, I just hate my life so much, I can't deal with it anymore." "Don't worry Jade, one day, everything will be allright."

Harry sat a little closer to me know. He's really sweet, he's the only one who actually cares about me. There wasn't any space left between us, it felt a little uncomfortable. It felt weird an nice at the same time. I could see he has many tattoos on his arms, and he had two swallows on his chest. I didn't even notice them at all when I was at school. Actually, I don't like tattoos, and I don't know why, but I don't like people with tattoos either. But Harry is one of the only people I can talk to, and I'm happy with that.

"Jade, you shouldn't be so insecure,one day, no one will be bullying you anymore." "Thank you."

"Sorry for talking the whole time about me. Tell me something about you." "Of course. I'm from America. My parents are divorced. Now my mother got a relationship with a man from England. She wanted to live together with him, so she moved to England, and I had to go with her.", he said unhappily. "But don't you like it here then?" "Not really, I miss my friends already." "But why couldn't you stay with your dad?" "Because he's an alcoholic." "That must be very sad for you." "Yes, he became it when I was 4 years old, so I haven't seen him many times in my life. But I'm turning 18 next year, so then I can decide what I want to do."

We continued our conversation talking about our hobbies. He told me he likes singing very much, people say he can sing very well but he's too afraid to sing in front of many people. I told him that I like playing keyboard, but I can't play the keyboard very well.

"I have to go home." "Okay, I'll see you tomorrow?" "Of course, bye." "Bye."

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