I looked out of my window. Should I jump? Maybe I should just jump, because then all the misary is finally over. I looked at the ground again. What if I jump and I'm still living.
I just wanted to jump, but then I felt an arm grab me. I fell backward with my head on the ground. I couldn't see anything anymore. I heard some voices, but I couldn't understand it.
After a while I could see things again. I saw my dad standing in front of me. What was he doing there? Doesn't he had to go to work?
"What's wrong with you? Why did you want to jump out of the window?", he shouted.
"Because everyone hates me! No one pay attention to me!"
"That is nonsense! You never told us about that!"
"Because you're never home!"
"Jade, you're going to far, there's something physically wrong with you."
So now my dad thinks there's something physically wrong with me? He just don't know that everyone bullies me and that I've nobody to talk with. He doesn't understand that he has to be home more often. I felt tears in my eyes.
"You don't understand me! Everyone at school bullies me and you're never home, so I can never talk to you!"
I shouted the whole time and now I started to cry and hyperventilate.
"Calm down!"
I tried to calm down, but I couldn't. I was so upset!
After a while I finally calmed down a little.
"Tell me everything, Jade."
I told my dad my whole story. Apparently, he still thought there was something wrong with me, because he said that it couldn't be as worse as I said.
Why wouldn't he believe me? He just can't imagine how it would be if everyone bullies you. Or maybe he just even don't want to know.
Maybe it was a little overdone, but it's still true that everyone bully me and I'm totally done with it.
Of course I didn't tell my dad about the messages I received, because then he would really think there's something phyiscally wrong with me.
So, this was the first time I told someone about my problems, but it didn't help.
It still feels the same as yesterday. Nobody likes me, everyone hates me.
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