Magcon Imagines

Shawn Mendes Part 2

Warning: I cried writing this, you might cry reading it.

Previously:

Dear Shawn,

I love you deeply, but what I saw on the television broke my heart. I saw pictures of you kissing a girl. They call her Sarah. I know that I should let you explain, but I can't bear to see you. To think your lips kissed another girls. To think that you either lied or met her and left me, just like that. We have been together since we were thirteen. I loved you and still do. I don't know how long I will be gone. Maybe I will never come back. Maybe you don't care about me anymore. I don't know. If you never want to speak to me again, I understand. You once fell in love and maybe you fell out of love with me.

Love, Alyssa

Alyssa's POV

I finished packing and got in my car. I drove away. I was driving around for a while, in circles and places where Shawn and I went. Without thinking I drove to Cam's house. I pulled into his driveway and cried. I let it all out. I couldn't help it. Why did I watch the news? 

Someone tapped at my window. I cleaned my eyes and looked. It was Cameron. He opened the door.

"What's wrong Alyssa?" he asked

"Shawn," I said before crying some more

"Let's get you inside," he said

I grabbed my backpack and purse and he grabbed my suitcases. He took them inside and I followed him trying not to cry. He led me over to the couch and held me tightly as I cried. Cam was always like an older brother to me. I loved him so much. After I cried I was ready to talk.

"I was watching the news and it said that Shawn was kissing some girl named Sarah. They had pictures. What if our relationship is ruined Cam? What if Shawn doesn't love me anymore?" I asked

"Well I can't tell you what Shawn is thinking, but that may not even be true. The best way is to talk to him. Let him explain. But, until you are ready to do that you can stay here. Okay?" he said

"Thanks Cam. I love you," I said

"I love you too Alyssa," he replied

----2 days later----

I had gotten many calls and texts from Shawn. I was finally ready to face him. I texted him.

A: Meet me at the park at 12

S: Okay, we can talk everything out. Okay Alyssa?

A: Yea

He normally called me some pet name, he hardly called me by real name, especially over texts. Maybe he didn't love me. I needed to stop jumping to conclusions. 

I had four hours to get ready since it was 8. I took a shower and washed my hair. I put on a pair of skinny jeans, a white t-shirt and a Magcon sweatshirt. Then I dried my hair. After it was dry I put it into a braid. I put on some mascara, eyeliner and eyeshadow. Then I went downstairs to eat breakfast.

"You look like you're going somewhere today," Cam said

"I'm going to see Shawn at the park at 12," I said

"That's good. Know that no matter what, I'm here for you," he replied

"Thanks. It means a lot," I said

Then I grabbed the cheerios and poured a glass of milk. I took my food into the living room and went to Netflix. I selected NCIS and ate my breakfast. Cam joined me. I brushed my teeth after the first show was done and then went back to watch one more episode. After the episode finished I grabbed my purse, put in some money, my phone, chapstick and my keys. It was 11:30 so I decided to leave. 

"Do you want me to come with you?" Cam asked

"No thanks. This is something I have to do on my own," I said

"Okay, good luck," he said

"Thanks. I will be back no matter what happens. I don't know what time though," I said

"Okay. Be safe," Cam said

"I will, bye," I said leaving

"Bye!" he called after me

I went into my car and drove to the park. It was one of our favorite places. That was where we had our first kiss. I remember it clearly. We had been dating for 2 months and were at the park at night. We were on the swings when Shawn pulled me close to him. We leaned in and my soft lips touched his. 

I was at the park and saw Shawn sitting at a bench. I went and sat next to him.

"Hi Alyssa," he said

"Hi Shawn," I replied

"Listen. I love you. Those pictures, they weren't true. I was with my family the whole time. Ask any of them. I didn't even go to a Starbucks in Canada. I'm sorry that you watched that thinking that I would do that to you, because I wouldn't. I'm sorry that you cried and I was the cause. None of that was true. You are beautiful and I don't think I could ever fall out of love with you Lyss. If you leave me, I wouldn't, couldn't survive. You are the other half of me. I love you," he said

"Shawn, I'm sorry. I screwed everything up. I couldn't even face you, when you didn't do anything wrong. I love you and shouldn't ever have left," I said

He wiped my tears away and cupped my face. He and I leaned in and we kissed. Our lips against each other. Why did I ever doubt him?

A/N

Hope you enjoyed part 2. :) Shawn is wonderful and has an amazing voice. :)

Love you and you are beautiful.