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*Rosily*

I just got back from the hospital yesterday, after being in there for a week. I haven't talked all week, nor has Louis visited me at all, so today will be the first time seeing him since he blew up on me.

Yesterday, when I got home, I ran right up to my room, avoiding Louis.

It's 3.48 am right now and I can't sleep. Tomorrow, I will be going back to school. Michael, Luke, Ashton, and Calum have helped me with school work whilst I was in the hospital.

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I heard someone open the door, so I hide under the covers. A few seconds later someone ripped the covers off me.

"Oh my god, thank god." I reckon I heard Louis say. "I thought you left." I took my hands off my eyes and looked at him, and he was staring right at me. I hid back under the covers. "No, Rosily, c'mon. You have school."

I ignored him and waited for him to leave, but he just ripped the covers back off. "C'mon, Rosily, please?" I looked up at Louis, and he looked like he was about to cry. I sat up and went to my closet. "Cheers!" Louis yelled, running down the stairs.

All that was on my mind was if anybody knew about my attempt. They probably did, a long with the rest of the world. Bloody paps.

I wore my black skinny jeans, my Blink 182 shirt, all black vans, my many bracelets, my glasses, and wore my hair in a side plait.

I grabbed my skateboard and went downstairs. I put my earphones in and walked out the door. I ignored Harry and Louis's yells for me to come back, and I rode to school on my skateboard.

When I got there, I picked up my skateboard and walked to my locker.

I spun in my combination and opened my locker, making all these notes fall out. As I'm picking them up, I see a couple of them, saying "slag" or "bitch" or "worthless" or "too bad you failed", and I can already feel the tears threating to spill. I shove them all in my rucksack. When I am about to reach up and get my books, I'm shoved in my locker.

"Aww, to bad the suicide didn't work." I looked up, but only to earn a kick in the stomach, and a punch in the face. "You should of died." He kicked me in the stomach 3 more times and one more punch in the face and then left, smirking at his mates. I look around the corridor and see everyone staring at me, but I just ignore them.

As I stand up, and pain shoots up my left leg. I reckon one of them stepped on my leg. I was about to scream in pain, but I stopped myself. I got my books and tried not to limp into Mrs. Baker's room.

When I got in, I was the only one in the room, so I sat in the back left corner. I pulled out my phone and saw I had multiple messages from Louis, Harry, Liam, Niall, Michael, Luke, Ashton, and Calum. I messaged  Louis, Harry, Liam, and Niall saying I was at school, and message the other four lads saying I was in Maths.

Soon Mrs. Baker came in, and I quickly texted Harry and asked him if he called the school and told them I don't talk anymore. See, the nurses didn't see that I stopped talking, so they didn't run any tests or anything. He texted back saying yes.

Mrs. Baker asked me to come to her desk with a piece of paper and a pen, so I walked up to her desk.

"Okay, so Harry called the school and told us what happened. So I am going to give you my phone, and you can type in your number, so when I want you to answer a question, you can just text me the answer. All the other teachers will be doing this too, but once you get in their class rooms." Mrs. Baker gave me her phone and I typed in my number.

I walked back to my seat and sat down. After about 5 minutes, Michael and Luke came in. Michael took the seat next to me, and Luke sat in front of me.

"Hey, Rosily." Michael said once he sat down. I gave him a small smile in return. Soon after the two lads came in, more people started to fill in the room. A few gave me disgusted looks, whilst others just ignored me.

***

Once I got back to the flat, I ran to my room and grabbed my skateboard. I ran back downstairs and texted Harry, telling him I was going to the skatepark. He texted me back, telling me to be back by half six. Once I got outside, I opened up the group chat that Michael, Luke, Ashton, Calum, and I had.

Rosily: i'm going to the skatepark. you lot wanna come?

Mikey: yeah, i'll be there in 5 minutes.

Luke: so will i.

Ashton: me too.

Calum: don't forget about me!

I shook my head at Calum's text. I quickly replied 'okay' and then rode to the skatepark.

***

After about 5 minutes of riding around the park by myself, the lads finally showed up. I opened the group chat back up, and started typing.

Rosily: wanna go to nando's?

I looked up at them, and they nodded in return.

We started walking - I was riding my skateboard - to Nando's, and Luke said something I reckon no one would ever ask me. "Rosily, why'd you stop talking?"

I froze, making the lads stop too. They looked at me confusingly, I reckon they were wondering why I froze. I jumped off my skateboard, and pulled out my phone, opening the messages app.

Rosily: can we text about it later?

"Yeah, of course." Luke said, looking up from his phone. "I'm sorry I asked." Luke looked down at his hands, shyly.

I gave him a small smile, feeling bad for his shyness. I got back onto my skateboard and started to ride slowly to Nando's. Soon the lads were catching up to me, and I went a little faster every time they got closer. Luke kept catching up to me, but I would keep go faster so that he couldn't get ahead of me.

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hello loves! xx

so it's 4.54 am and i can't sleep

so i decided to update! x

so i should be starting my new book soon,

i'm not sure when i'll publish it though

i'm still thinking about what it should be about,

but if you would like to,

you can comment ideas down ;) xx

so this chapter is kinda long, but not really

a lot longer than the other chapters though xx

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