Destiel: The Beginning (Currently Editing)

Your My Everything

Cas
All I feel is sadness, without Dean I'm nothing... I need to find some way to save him. I was at Bobby's sitting on the bed, just staring at the wall thinking about him. Why did he have to save me? It should have been me. Now he's trapped in Purgatory, with Leviathans probably torturing him. I quickly wiped a tear from my eye, I hate crying. I laid down on the bed and even though Angels don't sleep, I force myself to. I fell asleep hoping Sam and Bobby would find a way to save him...
Bobby
Damn Leviathans. Damn Dean. Damn the planet! If that idjit would have never accepted this plan this never would have happened. Sam finally woke up and is now trying to find a way to save Dean from Purgatory.
"So I knew Dean liked Cas, but I wish I would have seen them first admit their feelings. Dean isn't the type to really do that." Sam said.
"Yeah the idjit always shows no emotions."
"No he does I just couldn't imagine him with a dude." Sam said.
"Trust me be with them for a few minutes and you will be.." I said.
I think ever since I lost my wife I just don't feel the love thing anymore. Kinda makes my stomach twist. But if Dean is happy I'm happy, and Cas and him do make a good couple...
"Hey Bobby come here" Sam said.
I walked over to look at what he wanted to show me.
"Did you know there are deals for Angels. Like Crossroads Deals" Sam said.
"No never." I said.
"Okay well look at this 'once the Lord of deals collects your inner Grace, you will obtain your wish' there are multiple Crossroads Angels but the Lord of Deals is way stronger. He can also appear as your deepest desire or something you love the most."
"That sounds like bullshit on a stick" I say.
"I think it's real this 'Lord Of Deals' could possibly do anything probably is better than a Crossroads Demon" Sam said.
"Well why are you telling me this" I said.
"Because if Cas knows about it you think he might do something stupid" Sam said.
"Yeah I know he would we need to hide this from him"
"But maybe this is a good thing I mean there won't be Hellhounds after him or anything" Sam said.
"Are you an idjit. Boy didn't you read the whole page, you don't get years or months you get days. The Crossroad Angels give you months and years, but this guy he's the real problem, he might be able to do about anything, but he is wicked. Hellhounds job is to get the person or Angel in this case that made the deal. The book says 'As the deal is made in a number of days, the hounds of Hell will take you' this Lord of Deals Asshole is just a Crossroads Demon in Angel clothing." I said.
"Oh well we can't let Cas see this then" Sam said.
"That's what I just said" I said.
What an Idjit...
Cas
I woke up screaming and Sam and Bobby coming up to check on me.
"Dean! Where is he!" I screamed.
Sam rubbed my back and I realized Dean was gone...
"Cas buddy you okay" Sam said.
I was breathing heavy and sweating. I looked at Sam and Bobby and tried to calm down.
"Yeah I think so. I need to get out for a bit" I said.
"Let us come with" Bobby said.
"That's fine please I just need to think" I said.
I walked outside and took a breath in and out. I saw the Impala and touched the hood. I love this car so much because inside it smells just like Dean. This whole car reminds me of him. Even though we were going to do a really dangerous mission, we talked and laughed the whole way there, and he kissed me for the second time, that was nice. I didn't think I knew how to kiss but I think I did a pretty good job. I felt myself tear up and at first I tried not to cry, but instead I just let it all out. I sat on the hood just crying. I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned around. Dean?
"I don't believe it how?" I said jumping off the Impala and hugging him.
"I'm afraid I'm not Dean" he said.
"But you are him." I said not understanding.
"No I'm simply him because that's the thing you love the most. But I am here to help you get Dean back" he said.
"You are, please I'll do anything" I said.
"I need your Grace" he said.
"My- my Grace" I said getting very nervous.
"Yes"
"Are you a demon"
"No silly no. I'm a Angel as are you. But I need your Grace so I can bring Dean back to you" he said holding my hand.
It feels just like Dean. I need himself back. I miss him so much and what's the worst that could happen. I know I won't be super strong, but I have my boyfriend back, and we get married and adopt kids, and maybe even make love... I know I'm thinking of future events that might not even happen, but this is what I want for Dean and me, I need to do this for Dean.
"Okay I'll do it" I said.
"Okay I will put you in a deep sleep and lay you right on the hood of this vehicle, I will take out your Grace and when you wake up you will find Dean by your side." He said.
"Ready"
"Yeah" I said.
He put his head on my head and I quickly passed out...
I woke up on the couch in the living room, with a wet rag on my head, and I was face to face with Dean. Bobby and Sam were sitting down right beside Dean.
"Dean!" I said as I hug him.
"It worked" I said.
"What worked Cas?" Dean asked and looked me in the eye.
"Well um I sold my Grace to bring you back Dean" I said.
Dean stands up and rubs his hand through his hair. I see Sam and Bobby look very uneasy.
"I should slap you Castiel" Dean said and walked up to me putting his face in front of mine.
When he calls me Castiel it's when he's really mad..
"I-I'm sorry Dean but what's the big deal" I said a little scared.
"Cas you basically just sold your Grace to a Crossroads Angel, didn't it seem fishy to you." Dean said sitting back down.
I guess I just don't realize anything I'm doing, because I'm doing it to save Dean, I should have figured out he wasn't who he seemed to be...
"We thought something weird was going on when we saw you passed out, and Dean carried you in.. we had a lot of questions but he didn't know how he came back. That was because you did." Sam said.
"Why did you even trust some random stranger." Dean said.
"Well he looked just like you"
"Oh great that was any Crossroads Angel. That was the Lord of Deals. He's supposed to appear as the thing you love most. Which means of he came down here to see you it was because he really wanted your Grace" Bobby said.
"Perfect. Castiel you don't understand what you just did. You only have one week before..." Dean stopped and buried his head in the crook of my neck. He kept saying over and over that he loves me, which I would of course say it back.
"Cas we'll find a way to save you" Sam said.
"But if we couldn't stop Dean's deal before it was too late, how are you going to stop mine." I asked
"We will save you Cas no way am I letting you die" Dean said still buried in my neck.
I hugged up to him, just happy to smell the familiar scent of the Impala on him. Never letting go I slowly started to fall asleep. Bobby and Sam started to research things while me and Dean cuddled on the couch. I wish I could do this forever but I don't think I have forever...

I think it was time I had Cas make a stupid decision to protect Dean. I was going to have Dean slap Castiel, but it was too mean because Cas risked his Grace to save Dean, and he gets slapped, that wouldn't work. But I remember how frustrated Dean gets in the show because he can't slap or punch Angels!😂. But I hope u guys enjoyed this chapter😊.