Destiel: The Beginning (Currently Editing)

Til' Death Do Us Part- Pt. 2

Cas.
When I was walking out of the warehouse with Dean, he was suddenly thrown back against the wall, I couldn't move, I had no way to respond to the attack. I looked over and saw Trey smiling. It was him.
"Now you'll have to live without Dean." Trey said.
Anger took over me, and all I saw was red, Dean was gone, and Trey is the cause, which was all I was thinking. My hands started to shake and I grabbed the Angel Blade out of my back pocket, and appeared behind him. He had no chance to run, or even look behind him, I stabbed him in the back and even after the white flash was gone and he left the vessel, I just kept stabbing and stabbing, until my vision returned and everything settled in, then I stopped and dropped the blade. He looked like he just came out of a Slauterhouse, and what really scared me was I did this, I wanted to kill him, but this was horrible... I turned the body to ash so I wouldn't have to see the body, and then I looked over at Dean still breathing, very, very slow. I ran over to Dean and looked at him. It felt as if everything was in slow motion, like it wasn't real, but it was. I sat on the ground and put his head on my lap and removed the glass, blood splashed on my face, I held back the scream, tried to stay as calm as possible hoping I could save him somehow, that this would all be over. I threw the glass on the floor and wiped the blood off my face.
"Cas.... I don't want you to see this." Dean said with a raspy voice.
I tried to heal him but it wasn't working. Why! Why isn't it working.
"Dean please..." I started to cry.
"You can't heal something that's too far gone Cas." Dean said.
"I can't lose you." I said holding his hand.
Sam and Bobby came in I guess after all the noise. Sam and Bobby immediately went beside Dean.
"Dean." Sam and Bobby said together in a concerned voice "Castiel, why can't you heal him." Sam said.
"I can't, it's too late.." I said sobbing.
Sam started to cry and Bobby was in shock and had a few tears running down his face.
"I'll do anything Dean I'm going to bring you back." I said.
"There's nothing you can do Cas-"
He started to cough up more blood and touched my face.
"I love you so much, all I've wanted was to be with you, I'm happy I got that, even if it was for a short time."
I held his hand squeezing it, and he barely squeezed back.
"And Sam, all I've ever wanted to do was protect you from everything, sorry I couldn't do that simple thing..."
Sam sat on in the ground and grabbed his other hand and he had tears in his eyes.
"And Bobby you were like a father to me, thought me what was right and wrong, kept me on a straight path, and now that I think about it, you were and better Dad than my real one"
Bobby looked down on him, like he was seeing something that he feared his entire life, he took off his hat and said "I'm sorry I couldn't protect you Dean.." He walked in the corner away from Dean.
I watched and Dean took his last breath, and the life slowly faded from his eyes...
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"Dean don't go please." I said and buried my head in his chest.
This isn't happening, it can't be...
"Cas he's gone..." Sam said and rubbed my shoulder.
I hugged on to him tighter and crying. Bobby walked back over to us, wiped his eyes, and tried to help me up. But I didn't want to leave him.
"Cas you have to let go." Bobby said.
I faced Bobby and glanced at Sam and got both of their hands off of me.
"He was the love of my life. He is your brother, and basically your son. You guys don't give a shit about Dean." I said.
"That is not true. We know that it's hard and we are going to try anything to bring him back you have no idea how hard it is for us!" Sam yelled.
I looked at Dean's lifeless body, his eyes still open, I closed his eyelids, gave him a loss on his forehead, and shed a few more tears.
"I'm going to Heaven bring his soul back." I said.
"Could you get in a lot trouble for that." Bobby said.
"Right now I don't care anymore." I said.
I then zapped out of the warehouse on my way to Dean's Heaven
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Me being a Angel and all, it was easy to find a person's version of Heaven, the humans that believe in Heaven think there is only one, but every person has their own, and finding Dean's was easy since he just recently died... it scares me to even think that, but soon he won't be dead, he'll be with the ones he loves on Earth. I looked around at Dean's Heaven. It was in a field that lead to his old house, the house where his Mom died. It was a beautiful sunny day and the wind would blow just right. It made even me feel relaxed, like all my worries disappeared. I walked to the house and opened the door. Sam, Bobby, Dean, Dean's Mom and Dad were all having dinner, and even me, well Dean's Heaven me. I paused the Heaven Dinner and looked at Dean.
"Castiel." Dean said and ran over to hug me.
"Yes it's me." I said hugging back with tears in my eyes, I'm just so happy to see him alive.
"But your right there." He said pointing at fake me.
"I'm sorry Dean, but that's not really me." I said.
He's still experiencing the pre- version of Heaven, first it's all the good memories he wants to relive, then he sees want he wants too, everyone he cares about around him. But he also believes it's real, it pretty much is but it's like a clones though. Angels aren't supposed to interfere in a humans Heaven, especially not tell them the things they see aren't real, it could mess up the balance and make him miserable, but I need to get him out, and the only way to start the process is to tell him it isn't real.
"Why are you here?" Dean asked.
"I came here to bring you back to life Dean." I said.
"But why you could be here with me in Heaven, then I'll be complete." Dean said smiling.
"Babe, listen you still have your life in front of you, we still could have a future. You don't want to die yet. That's not me." I said pointing to the fake me frozen on the chair right in the middle of eating a piece of chicken
"Once you die like your meant to I'll be with you forever. But I want us to have a future together. Remember we were supposed to be getting married. That was our dream Dean." I said.
"But Cas all we ever been through is pain, I'm tired of it. Shouldn't we just be a normal couple" Dean said.
"Dean please I'm not ready for you to die. What about Sam and Bobby they can't join you until they are ready. I can't live without you Dean please.." I said with tears in my eyes.
"Okay." Dean said.
I looked at him and saw he was serious, but I could see he was a little upset.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Yes." He said.
I grabbed him and closed my eyes and suddenly we were back at the barn. Sam and Bobby backed up when they saw me. They seemed really upset but also kind of happy when I came back.
"Cas is he okay." Sam said.
I checked on him and he was breathing. I healed the mark and he woke up. Bobby and Sam helped him up and both gave him a hug at the same time, all of them were smiling, like nothing ever happened. Dean pulled away with a confused look on his face, he walked over to me and lightly grabbed my hands
"What happened." Dean said.
"Well I saved you." I said.
"Yeah, I know I died but was I in Heaven?" Dean asked.
"Yes." I said.
"Well what was it like?" Dean asked.
"I actually kind of forgot Dean, so much happened." I said with a chuckle.
I hope he couldn't tell I was lying...
"Oh well can we please go home guys I need to rest." Dean said.
"Okay" I said.
I walked Dean and the others to the Impala and Dean looked at me.
"Cas I think we should get a house settle down and be a real couple." Dean said.
"I think we should do that too Dean. Truthfully this isn't the life I want to live with you." I said.
Dean hugged me and gave me a quick kiss. Dean hugged Bobby and Sam. I know lying to Dean is wrong, but I'm afraid if I tell him how perfect his Heaven is, that he will leave me and never forgive me. We all got in the Impala and drove back to Bobby's, and hopefully on the way of getting the normal life we deserve....

➖➖➖➖➖6 months later➖➖➖➖

I walked outside our bedroom, wiping the sleep out of my eyes to see Dean watching tv. He saw me and smiled.
"Hey babe." Dean said.
I walked over beside him and gave him a kiss on the lips.
"Hey." I said.
"So our 6 month anniversary is today. I wanted to take you out to dinner." Dean said.
"Aw really." I said.
"Yeah I think it will be really nice the nicest restaurant in Lawrence." Dean said.
We both decided it be nice to move back to Dean's hometown. So we got a really nice house in Lawrence, Kansas. Sam went back to college and Bobby became a teacher. I've been trying to be more human like, eating, sleeping, stuff like that. So dinner for a Angel might sound weird, but I try to do human things. So I think going to dinner with Dean is a good thing.
"Okay I think we should go too." I said.
"But until then we should watch a movie and stuff. I made you breakfast." Dean said.
"You're too good for me." I said kissing him again.
"That's the other way around." Dean said.
I smirked and kissed him again.
When I walked out to get my food I heard him say.
"Love you."
"I love you too" I said.

Time Skip....
"Are you almost ready Cas!" Dean yelled from downstairs.
"Yeah coming down right now!" I yelled back.
I was putting on my suit and trench coat I decided to go back to old style. I wore the coat almost all the time but not the suit unless it was a special occasion. I ran downstairs and saw how sexy Dean looked in his tuxedo.
"You look great Dean." I said in awestruck.
"Same to you Cas." Dean said and gave me a kiss.
"But this is a outfit you are used to seeing." I said with a chuckle.
"Doesn't mean I still don't think you hot as hell." Dean said.
I blushed and hugged him. Breathing in his cologne he always wore out.
"It's hard to imagine 6 months ago we got together." I said.
"Me too." Dean said.
"Okay let's go." I said.
We got in the car and drove to the place. It actually wasn't that far away. It was called 'Seventh Heaven' which I would have taken offense to, but Dean explained to me that they don't mean it literally. We got out of the car and went in to check in.
"Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak." Dean said.
I decided to use Jimmy's last name because I didn't have one of my own, I hope he wouldn't mind.
"Table 6." The lady said.
"Okay thanks." Dean said.
We walked to our table and sat down reading the menu.
"So why were you gone most the day Dean, you said it was for this day. So what is it?" I asked.
"It's a surprise baby." Dean said.
"Something for the bedroom." I said with a wink.
"No." Dean said laughing and playfully swat my arm.
"Thanks for the idea though." Dean said with a chuckle.
"Okay, but seriously what is it." I asked.
"You'll find out when we get back home." Dean said.
Another Time Skip when they are home.
I walked inside and sat on the couch, then Dean closing the door and sitting beside me.
"That was amazing." I said.
"Yes it was." Dean said.
"Now we are home can you please tell me the surprise." I said.
Dean got off the couch and went in the bag and pulled something out and put it behind his back.
"Castiel, I've love you so much and for a very long time. I want to make you happy, make every day your best. I try my hardest to be a good boyfriend, and I try to make you laugh, surprised, and all the good emotions that make life worth living. And I know that when we first met it wasn't the best, but I know you were the man I was destined to spend my entire life with. You make my heart beat a million times every time I see you. And when you say you love me I become the happiest man in the world..."
I had tears in my eyes and quickly wiped them away.
"So Castiel Novak.."
Dean got on one knee and revealed the box and opened it. Inside was a beautiful ring with a diamond on it. It must've cost so much, and he did it all for me. I let my tears fall this time.
"Will you marry me?" Dean asked.
I've waited forever for this day, this was all I've ever wanted with him, I would dream about this, and now it doesn't feel real, and I'm happy and nervous, but right now, I need to answer...
"Yes! Yes Dean Winchester I will marry you." I said and I grabbed him pulling him on the couch with me.
"I love you so much." I said, happy tears falling down my face.
I pulled him on my chest and hugged him giving him a thousand kisses.
"I love you too." Dean said.
I laid there with him not moving until I fell asleep...
"Cas." Dean said.
I woke up and sat up.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"6:29am I had to get you up so we can go to bed." Dean said.
Memories from last night came flooding back, I smiled and kissed him.
"Okay." I said with a smile.
We walked back to our bedroom and I fell instantly asleep beside my new Finance', like I always wanted to be...

Okay that's the end of the story and I really hope you guys enjoyed it. Thank you so much for reading!😊😄😁.