"savannah marie."
i nodded, the intense aura that washed over the room made me uncomfortable.
i was so close to feeling dizzy and wheezy.
"do you understand why you are here?"
it took me some time to acknowledge why i was here again.
it all felt like some sort of dream.
i needed to wake up from this dream.
shit this isn't a dream, this is a nightmare.
wake up, this is reality.
i nodded again, this time keeping my head low, avoiding all social skills.
i wanted to keep less eye contact for a reason.
"do you understand that what you've done has put both of these employees of mine jobs on the line?"
i looked to my left where in the other two seats sat ms. white and jimin.
i had to hold everything in my will to not get the fuck out of my chair and pounce on the both of them.
i felt hurt, i don't know why though.
jimin looked pissed like any regular child would be if they were stuck in a room they didn't want to be in.
the anger inside him was probably boiling at the pit of his stomach.
descriptive i know, but it feels natural to describe my surroundings that way.
my gaze landed on ms. white for a millisecond.
the thought of her and mr. park on the sofa made me sick.
i turned back around to mr. franci and nodded.
"what took over your senses that made you want to take that video, which i may add has been sent to 'only a few seniors'?" he quoted with two fingers.
i shrugged.
i wanted to get over this, we were looking at exclusion.
i don't need a prepared pep talk before the devastating news.
"that's not good enough." he stated with a harsh tone.
it felt as if he wanted everyone to spill out the information and make something of it.
i turned to my aunt who was heavily staring at me.
she looked pained to watch me go through this.
but somewhere in the midst of her thoughts, she was angry.
fuming probably.
she's probably asking herself where she went wrong.
it all started to settle in.
why me?
why should i take the blame for some crazy stupid shit?
