Life will not stop.

Holidays were something like,this!

27March2013                                                                                                                                                                      Dear Diary,

Today was awesome, I mean it was THE BEST HOLI EVER. And it was also a great mood changer. I had fun today, though I didn’t think I would. No one, any one from family 

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13April2013                                                                                                                                                                         Dear Diary,                                                             

These days have been the WORST, the most BORING, the most HORRIBLE, the most ASDFGHJKL days of my life, I think I can now write about ‘The life in Hell’ I mean, I cannot believe that I actually survived these four weeks WITHOUT ONE DIRECTION,  Can anybody BELIEVE IT? I MEAN I FEEL LIKE GIVING MYSELF A STANDING OVATION, wait that would be like something shit, in comparison of what I did. I FELL LIKE I SHOULD BE AWARDED WITH A PRIVATE ONE DIRECTION CONCERT, AND ALSO A CHANCE TO MEET ANY ONE OF THE BOYS, I HATE THIS, THE FACT THAT I SURVIVEED WITHOUT THE BOYS. I ACTUALLY CAN NOT BELIEVE IT!! I am so bloody sure if I tell anyone they won’t believe it. I tried to, though, I told Akansha and she was like LOL, ROFL, and all the stuff, she was like, “You can live without oxygen, without food BUT not without One Direction.”  And she laughed at me in front of the whole street saying that it was the worst idea to make her an April fool. I MEAN, C’MON. And that was all because of that FREAKING, FUCKING, ASSHOLE, BASTARD, FOOLISH, internet. It did not work till the first week of April, and I had it just for one week. All that I did to keep calm and live was to see the old    (1,336) pictures and all the video diaries, and listening to their songs, and using Vaibhav’s phone to use the internet but all I saw was 10(new) picture a week, IT WAS WORSE THAN LIVING IN A PRISION, All the time, I felt as if a part of me was away from me, it was like I was getting weaker with every second, I could not talk to anyone, rather I had no one to talk with as no one was interested, Mummy and Daddy were as usual away, and whenever they were at home all they did was sit in their rooms and relax, and that hurt. Bhua and Dadi were at their usual selves, telling me I was wrong at WHATEVER I did, and that I should learn something from Vaibhav. Vaibhav had a FIITJEE exam, and so we had to maintain a pin drop silence in the house which resulted in the usual routine of going upstairs in daddy’s room at 10:00 or 11 o’clock and coming back downstairs at 7:00, eating lots of Maggie, Popcorns, chips etc that has resulted in an increase in my weight (as obvious as anything.) But in these vacations I wrote many articles, stories etc. and I absolutely loved it, and I want to show it to someone badly, no one at home is interested in reading it (oh shit, which makes my eyes wet! The imprint tells (and I am writing that with a smirk on my face.)) Oh no, I should not be crying (shit) because it is the second last day of the HOLIDAYS! OMG I am so fucking excited, but I am nervous, in fact hell nervous, I am not feeling comfortable with my body (like everyday) I feel too fat, the motivational thoughts of mine, which I tell everyone are not even helping today. I had decided to lose 10kgs, or at least 5kgs but I have gained more weight. OH GOD! I hate the Maggie Company and all the companies who make junk food, oh god I hate Dominos, Mc D. Pizza hut. EVERYTHING. I hate them for all their schemes, for their discounts, for their amazing advertisements. THERY ARE THE MOST CRUEL PEOPLE, which I have ever known, and will know. Oh god, why did Dominos make those OUT OF THE WORLD, heaven smelling garlic bread, why did Mc Donald’s offer stuff so cheap and so amazing, and I think I am going to sue Pizza hut for their Pizza’s and Pepsi, ONE DIRECTION, is your brand ambassador why did you do this, huh? WELL, I DON’T KNOW WHY THE FUCK I AM WRITING THIS SHIT, ALL I CAN DO NOW, IS LISTEN TO SONGS AND EAT, and maybe watch a movie. Well, I have a day left and all I can think about is how is going to be my first day. I have to sleep, I SO VERY FUCKING DON’T WANT DARK CIRCLES! Arrrgh!

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14 April 2013

Dear Diary                                                                                                                                         

I can’t write today, I am so freaking nervous, tomorrow, is SCHOOL and all that is going on in my mind is FUCK, SHIT, OMG, SHIT, FUCK, SHIT, and OMG.  I know the hand writing today even sucks. I am excitedly nervous, I have to sleep.