She ask me if I'm okayy? How I was feeling? Truth is I was numb for so long that I forgot that this is what true pain and hurt feels like. All my innocence was gone with him. Now she has him. And I can't say anything, even if I did it wouldn't change a thing. Everything he said, everything I believed... Just a lie? "You have my heart" "Youre my one and only" "I can't wait to marry you"... All a fucking lie. And I was just stupid enough to believe it. Cause I'm in love with him. He could hurt a million times and I wouldn't hate him. Only myself. Cause I'm dumb enough to believe someone like me had a chance, someone like me was actually loved by someone like him. Shit was I wrong. Sometimes I can't take it... Sometimes it gets to me. I'm just not good enough but I guess she is better. My biggest fear come true....
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Poems I Guess You Could Call Them
DiversosOkayy so here are a so things that I write when my mind gets too much. Im not good at writing and most of this doesn't have a specific meaning, it's how you take it and understand them.
