The Non-Existent Love ||L.T.||

I'm Sorry

Candice's POV

Soon, I heard Dad's car enter the garage. I heard muffled voices of Dad and Zayn's. I heard that Zayn bought a motorcycle. Cool. I'd would love to learn how to ride it but I guess Zayn can't teach me that right now. Since we're in the fight.

I took the courage to get down and say my apologies to them. As I placed my foot on the last step, I saw the both of them staring at me from the dining table.

I cleared my throat, feeling nervous. Then, I sighed. Negative thoughts now started to come to me. "What if they don't forgive me? What if they just ignore me? What if they walk away?"

But, I erased those thoughts and started to speak.

"Umm.. Dad? Zayn?" I called out. Dadrry's stare at me was not hard. As if he already knew that I was going to apologize to them. But Zayn's? It was. "I'm so sorry.. I.. I don't know what to say.. I did not listen to the both of you, and I was such a brat, I became so selfish, I became a mad person. I'm sorry I cursed at you Daddry. I'm sorry Zayn.. I'm really sorry."

I looked at Dad, and I saw he stood up from his chair and making his way towards me. "I knew that you will sooner realize that you did something wrong Candice." He said and hugged me. "I'm glad that you said your sorry. But I am sorry too that I need to do my job, as a parent, to keep you safe." He told me.

"I understand that Dadrry, but please can you just find a way to save Louis? He isn't a bad guy" I told him. But then I heard the table crash and saw Zayn looking furious. "Louis!? Louis again!? I was ready to forgive you but please stop talking about him for fücks sake!" He said and stormed out of the house.

I ran after him, but but stopped in my tracks when I heard Dad say, "Candice, fix this. You never know when will be the last time you can say sorry to a person. So grab the chance while you still can." He said, I nodded my head and started running after Zayn once again.

"Zayn stop!" I yelled as he rode the motorcycle parked and drove off. As soon as Zayn left, Niall came. "Niall! Niall! Let me in! We have to catch Zayn!" I said as I pound my hands on his car window.

"What? Why? What's happening??" Niall rolled down his window and asked. "Just open this damn door and let me in!" Niall opened the door and I quickly sat down. "Now go we have to follow Zayn. I was gonna say my sorry but he went away-"

Niall started to drive, "Lemme guess. You said Louis' name again huh? You know Zayn doesn't like that-" "Shut up Niall! I'm not in the mood for this I'm sorry" I sighed.

"Okay okay." He said. We started to find where Zayn went. We sped up a little, and soon saw Zayn's motorcycle. I guess he saw us on his side mirror, because he sped up. Like literally sped up.

"Oh no" Niall said as he kept driving. "I think that's too fast Candice." I started to get worried. What if something happens??

Cars started to honk their horns at us, luckily we aren't hearing any police following us. I rolled my window down as we were nearing Zayn.

"Zayn! Zayn!" I called out. "Zayn please stop!" I heard Niall step on the gas harder and our car sped up once more. 'Till we're finally beside Zayn on the road. Thank God it wasn't traffic and we were on the freeway.

"Zayn!" I yelled. "Zayn! I'm so sorry please stop driving you're going to fast Zayn!" I yelled. Zayn looked to his left where me and Niall were. "What!? You kept on blabbering bout Louis and it sickens me! I'm so tired of him!" Zayn yelled and looked back to the road.

"Zayn please just pull over! We can talk about this! Please!" As I said that Zayn sped up again. Good thing we were able to catch up. "Fuck it! Stop following me!" Zayn screamed.

"Bro stop!! You might into an accident!" Niall yelled to Zayn. "And who cares? Nobody cares! Not even the girl I love!!!" Zayn yelled back.

I was taken aback. Girl he loves? Who? Me? I decided to speak up.

"Girl you love? Who? Niall speed up dammit!"

"Calm down Im gonna get arrested here" Niall scratched the back of his head.

Zayn looked at me, "See? You don't even know I love you Candice because you never paid attention to me since you met that fucking ghost! I don't matter to you anymore, so who cares if I die? Not even my bestfriend. My bestfriend whom I loved." He looked away, and a tear fell on his cheek. And with that he sped up again.

We soon heard the sirens of the police. I can't believe what he just said. I found myself crying already, either begging Niall to speed up, or calling Zayn to stop and pull over.

"I knew it, i freakin knew it." Niall said out of nowhere. I" knew he loves you." He sighed. "I don't know what to say. I'm sorry I'm sorry!!" I cried.

I called out to Zayn once more, "Zayn please, I'm sorry!"

He looked back at me. He looked at me, with hurt in his eyes, crying.

And I didn't know, that was the last time I'd ever look into his eyes.