A/N: Throughout this entire story, Maya (Mason) will have many journal entries, in which he writes his feelings or experiences, which will later tie into the end of the book.
Maya's POV
#1 Dear Journal,
You know what really sucks? Gender dysphoria. It's like the whole world is against you. You feel worthless and stupid. You feel that you'll never be who you are. I always have been and always will mentally be a boy. What if I am never that way physically? What if my own self ends up killing me before the change? What if I am rejected? All I wanna do is be me. Be the handsome guy I was meant to always be. If there is such a God, than why was I placed with a family who is so against it? I won't ever be excepted for who I am. WHY? There is nothing wrong with me, at least I don't think. I am Mason, not whatever Maya is. Why do I feel ashamed of who I am.
Sincerely,
Mason Hart
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