My Brother's Best Friends (Jack Barakat and Zack Merrick Fan Fiction)

Chapter Five

"Jas, Jas, JAS!" Alex shouted shaking my shoulders as I continue to cry and scream. I hate everything that's happened. I opened my eyes as I watch Alex's concern eyes looking at me. Then the daily routine happens, Alex wakes me up, I cry for a while, he crawls into my bed and we sleep. I cry into his arms as he holds me and put me back into bed with him crawling beside me and I cuddle into his chest as I normally do. "Shh it's all right I'm here," He spoke softly in my ear. He held me close and climbed into bed with me as I cry into his chest. He cooed and I fell asleep.

Alex wouldn't let me go to see a therapist because he says that they don't work very well. He doesn't like me alone in the house for a long time so he takes me on tour with him. Even though Zack, Jack and Rian don't know about my nightmares, I go to sleep while they do the concert and then Alex comes in and sleeps with me so I don't wake up any of the guys. When Tom committed suicide Alex went to see a therapist and found out he had anxiety. It helped him quite a bit and he can sometimes control them. "Aw brother and sister love," A whisper said and I think it was Zack.

"Aw, let’s take a picture of them," Jack whispered/yelled. Typical Jack loves his social networks. I heard a click and then the whispered continued. "She looks beautiful when she's sleeping," He said.

"Why isn't she your girlfriend yet?" Rian whispered.

"I was going to at the party but the police spoiled it. We have told each other we liked each other," Jack said.

"Well ask her out today," Zack said.

"Yeah, you guys are good at hiding things so you guys will be great at hiding from Alex," Rian said.

"But Alex is my best mate and if he finds out he will be pissed," Jack said and that's right. I think it's time I better get up. I rolled round and rubbed my eyes. As I opened my eyes the boys looked at worried. "Jas why are your eyes red? Have you been crying?" Jack asked. I can't keep it any longer now.

"Well you know what happened a while back and Jack saved me," I said confidently but I know that I will break down. I noticed that Jack held my hand and rubbed his thumb on my thumb smiling sympathetically. They nodded their head and waited for me to continue. "I've been having nightmares and Alex has been helping me through it," I said. Jack side hugged me and kissed my cheek as I cuddled into his side. Rian and Zack looked at me winking as I rolled my eyes.

Soon Alex woke up and looked at Jack and me quizzically. "What are you guys doing?" He asked.

"I told the guys about my nightmares because they saw that I'd been crying," I said and he nodded his head taking me in his arms but I badly wanted to be in Jack's. Alex kissed my forehead and smiled at me.

"Right guys, get out while Jas gets dressed, we wrote a new song that I want to show you guys." Alex said and shooed the boys out and closing the door being him as he left me to get changed.

I changed into a nice glamour kills tank top, with black ripped jeans and an anthem made jumper. I model for Kellin's clothes when I first met Kellin one year at Warped Tour. Sometimes I fly over to Oregon to model and stay for a holiday. Kellin's wife Katelynne is one of my best friends whenever I see her and I'm Copeland's godmother. I straightened my hair and put on a black beanie.

I walked into the music room to see the boys already playing it. I watched them and sang to it as I smiled at the boys mostly at Jack. When his hand flexed on the guitar and singing to the words with Alex.

Soon the boys finished and smiled at me. "So what do you think Jas?" Alex asked.

"Absolutely love it! You should go to Hopeless Records and tell them, I can see it becoming a hit!" I beamed and he hugged me.

"If it wasn't the help for you it wouldn't be good," Jack smiled and I blushed.

"Thanks Jack." I smiled.

It was in the afternoon and Alex and Zack were playing Xbox in the game room, Rian was at Cassadee's and Jack and I were watching Home Alone in the living room. "You know we should watch this at Christmas since it’s a Christmas movie," I stated eating some popcorn.

"I don't care it's my favourite film," Jack retaliated as I giggled at him. He shuffled and then paused the film to look at me. "Jas I just want to know what are we?" He asked.

"I don't know I was about to ask you that," I said and he smiled.

"Well I wouldn't mind you being my girlfriend so will you?" He asked. I smiled and nodded my head leaning in to kiss him. "We will have to be quiet around Alex though," He whispered and we kissed.

I'm finally Jack's girl and I'm happy but I'm sad that we have to keep it from Alex.

"GUYS GUYS GUYS!" I heard Alex shout as we quickly pulled away from each other. Alex and Zack walked in squealing like little girls.

"What is it?" I asked.

"We're finally going to Warped Tour!" Zack and Alex shouted as I squealed hugging Jack tightly. We danced around and we told Rian and everyone else.

"Now this will be easier for us." Jack whispered in my ear that sent shivers down my spine.

Warped tour and taken, this couldn't get any better...right?